Walls Are Made To Be Broken《Shinkami》 FINISHED

IX: nap time

Yeah sorry mates, gotta get this out before I attempt a chapter. I've been really busy and stressed as of recent and I'm really sorry for not updating as much as I'd like to but hopefully I'll get back into it at some point. Basically I just havent really been feeling like myself and cant tell whats wrong with me aswell as I've been busy trying to continue schooling with the codiv-19 and all but oh well, let's repress emotions and instead write some fucking angst.
I wont keep you any longer, I'll give you an attempt on a chapter, good luck it's all been written at an ungodly hour of the night.

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Shinsou

It was a cold morning, cold enough to leave a frosty layer on the grass and clouds appear when someone breaths. I couldn't get yesterday out of my head as I walk down the street to who knows where. Some would stare or whisper but I could care less. Yes its Wednesday in school hours, bite me.

At one point I didnt really know where I was or what I was doing there so I leaned against a cold brick wall and pulled out my phone. It was just before lunch hour so traffic would kick up soon and the sidewalks would fill with even more people.

I found myself yet again thinking of those moments in my dorm, the way Kaminari had went from being a mess to taking control like that, the way the blonde's hands had touched me, sun kissed skin against my own pale body. It felt like a blissful dream until that moment at the end.

I know things will be awkward once we would next talk but maybe we could try again some time, I just need some way to forget about the past, to be able to just live in the now and forget all of those horrible things.

A sigh fell from my pale lips as I pushed myself off of the wall and puts my hands aswell as my phone back in my sweatshirt pocket as I start walking again. I kept my posture a bit sluggish and my gaze downwards as I start to head back to UA.

It wasn't really a long walk but it gave me enough time to think of a plan, I wanted to ask Kaminari out on an actual date. Maybe I'd swing by his dorm tonight, or send him a text, or ask him next week. Ugh I'm letting my nerves get the best of me.

The big school comes into sight and I sigh, going to the empty dorms and up to my room. It feels like havent been in here in forever besides last night. I still can't forget what I walked in on and partook in. I definitely wished that flashback hadn't happened, continuing would have definitely have been a fun first night back from the hospital.

I shook my head, I need to stop having such a dirty mind. I unlock my door and close it behind me, flopping face down on my bed tiredly. I didnt sleep at all last night, which as an insomniac isnt abnormal but the pain meds I'm in made me drowsy soooooo yeah, its fucking nap time.

I curl up hugging a pillow or basically curling up all around it and falling asleep fairly easily. It was surprising how fast I drifted off.

Kaminari

During school I was having a harder time than usual focusing, I'll have to ask Kirishima for help on the homework but I couldnt help it. I was busy worrying if I messed things up with Shinsou or if I was going to fast.

I hate that I triggered something that he was to upset by to even talk about. I know I'll have to wait for him to open up and I'm fine waiting as long as he needs, I've never felt about anyone the way I feel about him.

After school I go to my dorm first, putting my school stuff away and plugging my phone in then I go to Shin's dorm, knocking and waiting, then knocking again. I try the doorknob and its unlocked so I peek in, seeing a big lump on the bed.

Closing the door after me I go over and smile at the sight of Shin curled up with a pillow, he looked peaceful. I'm glad hes finally getting some sleep, he always looks so tired and I get so worried about him sometimes.

I pull his shoes off then cover him with his blankets, going and closing his curtains. I grab a pile of sticky notes and start to write a note when I feel a hand tightly at my shirt, seeing a barely awake shin pulling at me was adorable.

"Come cuddle. Its nap time." He mumbled making me laugh. I take off my shoes and lay behind him, basically spooking him as he hugs the pillow still, falling back asleep silently. I enjoy the moment before drifting off myself, glad things havent changed too much because of last night.