Seungjin// don't judge a book by its cover

Chapter 14

Time skip to drive to school next morning
I was so tired. More tired then you could ever know. I barely slept last night without seungmin but I knew I would have to get used to it. I think I slept about 30 minutes until I woke up to jisungs soft knock on the door telling me school is soon. But on the bright side I dressed confident as fuck. I'm back to my old ways I guess I just wish I could get seungmins attention I'm sure he's already talking to someone else.

"You ready for school hyunjin?" Minho asked me. "Sure thing man you ready for dance practice? Competitions tomorrow and today will be our last chance."I said smiling because dance makes me happy. We arrived at school and I walked out of the car first putting in my air pods going to my locker. I get there to see Chan and woojin smiling with puppy dog eyes. "What are you making that face for guys I'm okay." I smiled again to make it real. "Nothing we just really miss you guys. Come back?" Woojin asked. "No. I won't step foot where I'm clearly not wanted." I answered angry because not even 10 minutes into the day and I miss seungmin.

"Okay okay we just miss you guys a lot so can we at least hang out ? And at least sit with us at lunch?" Chan tried. "Lunch that's it other then that you guys are welcome over. He's not." I replied slamming my locker closed. I continued to walk seeing seungmin at felixs locker saying something.

Seungmins POV.
" I know I messed up Lix but I don't know how to fix it. I love him I really do but he's just so ugh" I couldn't even explain my feelings. "Dude what you said was fucked and if I was him I wouldn't speak to you again either. But he loves you you just have to try harder." He tried to help. "I just wish I could think about something else I miss him. Is he sitting with us ? Maybe I'll talk to him then." I asked excited to try to win him back. "Yeah he told Chan he would but he's probably gonna ignore you." He sadly replied. "I'm still gonna try" I said noticing hyunjin coming down the hallway. I looked up.

Back to hyunjins POV.
I look up to see what he's saying only to bump into someone and being caught right before I hit the ground. I got angry but began to count in my head '1,2,3,41,2,3,4' my anger subsided and I looked into the eyes of course who had to be Johnny. "Hey sexyy? Nice exercise not to long ago you would have torn my head off" he smiled helping me pick up my books. I can feel seungmin starting holes through our heads. "It's fine Johnny just please leave me alone" I said quietly I was getting angry again because he's the reason I lost seungmin. "Awe but I wanna meet this seungmin your so in love with" he said a bit louder on purpose. "Leave me alone please."I said quietly while students still crowded by trying to control my emotions. "Let's go find him I'm sure he'd love to meet m-" his smile wiped away as I punched the locker right next to me with the side of my fist. "Damn it Johnny just leave me the hell alone" I yelled at him anger clouding my eyes. I felt someone touch my shoulder.

"Jj count with me 1,2,3,4,1,2,3,4" changbin whispered. My vision cleared better to see a shocked looking seungmin and a smirk on johnnys face. I look to see everyone staring at me. "Damn it" I whispered to myself pushing johnny out of my way to go to first period. Moving past seungmin too. "Hyunjin wait" he started but I just ignored him and kept walking.

Skip to lunch because classes are boring😘.
I put my books in my locker as changbin waited on me to close it. "I'm proud of you ya know."he smiled. "Why's that" I asked confused. "How calm you are being lately anger is hard for you we know this but it means a lot to see progress in fixing it. You know I'll always be here to help too" he answered. "Thanks by the way I almost lost it back in home room. He's so aggravating and seungmin wouldn't stop starting and I'm gonna be honest I pray for the next person to piss me off because I will lose it." I told him honestly. "I hear you lets go to lunch I'm so fucking hungry." He laughed.

We went to the cafe to see everyone already sitting with there food. I put my stuff down and went with changbin to get lunch. After we ordered and played Rock Paper Scissors while we waited we eventually made it back to sit down. I felt the awkwardness as soon as I sat down because no one knew what to say. But I just laughed smoothly and started a conversation with lee know. "You hype for tomorrow or what min" I asked. "I'm ready bro we're gonna blow them away. And I think the last ones gonna- never mind don't look now but" and with that I saw a hoodie placed in front of me. "Hey baby I head your preforming tomorrow can't wait to see you dance." He winked at me. "Did you hear or stalk it out of someone" I replied. "Don't be rude hyunjin-ah dance with me like we used too. I know you miss it come on let's put on a show for lunch I already got permission." He asked with puppy eyes. I looked a seungmin and saw the jealous look on his face and I smiled. "He definitely won't dance with you if I have to say anything about it" Han said. "I didn't ask you I asked my princess." He snapped back.

I laughed and turned around. "What's In it for me love" I literally felt everyone's mouth drop. "Your seriously gonna dance with him" Seungmin said madly. I turned to him put on the coldest face I could and said "why wouldn't I ? Last time I checked I can do what I want"I snapped back. Johnny laughed a little grabbing my hand to lift me into a standing position. "Ahh good what do you wanna dance to babe" he asked. "Let's make it up as we go love play the music" I got in position.

"You've got to be kidding me right now" Seungmin said burning holes through the table. "Welcome to cold hyunjin 101 prepare for jealously they danced since I can remember and johnnys hands always end up on him" Changbin laughed.

The music started to play it was upbeat as fuck just like he know I like it. He came close to me in my face and started to move. I followed his movements like a mirror as people started to crowd around. He put his hand up to my shoulder pulling me in and out. He spins me around and pulls me back in. We keep bouncing back and forth with each other body to body. He starts to grind a bit causing me to do it right back I know seungmin is definitely jealous right now and even though it sounds fucked that's what I wanted. Johnny winks at me pulling me in front of him he whispers in my ear "death drop and I'll flip over you like old times." I smiled knowing how fun this used to be.

I dropped it down and watched him line as soon as I heard the music drop I dropped with it. He flipped over me and landed right next to me flipping over to bring me up. "Hot as ever babe" he smirked at me. I smiled "you still have it after all" I laughed genuinely feeling happy because I love to dance. I sat down the whole table except seungmin clapped for me. Johnny came over with me standing over my back. "You all saw that were still a good match" he tried but I stopped him "sorry love I just like to dance the partner doesn't matter much" he looked mad but whipped it back to his cocky ass smirk. "I bet I still have you chills just like I used too" he said before walking away. I almost chocked on my water I didn't expect that.

"Well hyunjin you dance like that tomorrow and your surely gonna win" I.n said happily. I smiled "of course innie were the best of the best. But can someone through this out I'm not excepting any gifts from him" I laughed. Changbin of course said yes. "But you toke his offer to dance" Seungmin snapped at me. "And you should have offered to stay but you didn't did you" I snapped back. "Maybe because my boyfriend can't get his life together." He said again covering his mouth right after he said it. Anger blurred my visions again. Changbin came over not hearing anything and put his hand on my shoulder.

I tried counting my numbers but it wasn't working. How could he say that. My life was together as long as he was in it. Did he ever really love me ? Did he just use me for sex? I changed for him. And he just. I got more anger thinking I almost blacked out with anger. I could hear gaint I'm sorrys and please I didn't mean that's. Changbin confuses hand still on my shoulder. "Don't touch me" I growled. Changbin toke his hand off and looked at lee know giving him a look. He slowly came around the table knowing I was about to have an anger episode. I've only ever had 3 and everyone knows don't touch me stay away or I might accidentally kill you. Changbin knows when I don't let even him touch me.

"Hyunjin calm down I'm here to help"Changbin softly said. Everyone already cleared out of the lunchroom to make it to there next class. But I couldn't control what happened next.

I know y'all tight I left it like this 😭😭😭. But it's okay I'll be back to update tomorrow.

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