Seungjin// don't judge a book by its cover

Chapter 21

I was woken up respecting too see seungmin next to me but I opened my eyes to chan sitting in the desk chair on his phone.

"Ughh what are you doing in my room and what time is it" I asked.

"Well it's 10:30 and your not going to school today we have something we never got to do" he said throwing joggers and a sweatshirt at me. "Hurry yo get dressed I'll be in the car you have 5 minutes" he said walking out of the house.

I quickly got dressed rolling by eyes while locking the door behind me at least I don't have to go to school. I got in the car and Chan started to drive.

"You know I remember one time around when we first met you guys and we would have sleepovers in the living with big movie nights. We should do that again soon" he said.

I made a poking face and said "as if I'd ever to that again. God where are we going I'm already bored" i rolled my eyes as he ignored me and just kept driving.

Finally we came to a stop in an familiar place in the woods. This is where Johnny died... I felt my breath hitch but pushed it down anyway.

"Why are we here chan" I asked bluntly.

"Because me and you were supposed to take a trip up here together and burry Johnny. But you got selfish well we're all over it. Put in some big boy pants and grab a shovel cause this gets done today." He said tossing me a shovel from the trunk.

We walked over bearing the campsite and I saw a black sheet over johnnys corpse. I cringed.

"I'm not touching that he's all gross" I rolled my eyes for like the 838399 time.

"You are and he's not I need you wrap him properly while I drop this hole by the tree you guys craved you initials in." Chan tried so hard to be mean and it was working.

I toke the sheet off Johnny and placed it down I carefully moved his body onto the sheet and started to wrap him in. I looked into his eyes for a second and started to miss him. Quickly dismissing it as I was starting to get a headache. I finished rapping him and carried his body over to the big enough hole chan dug.

We placed him in and buried him properly. I looked up at the initials carved.
Jinnie and Johnny<3
Ps. Binnie was here hoes.
Me too-meanhoe

I smiled a bit. 'I really wish I could laugh with him again.' I frowned starting to feel emotions fighting to break through. 'I wish he was here' a tear went down my face. Then a Shrieking pain went in my chest. I clutched it falling to my knees.

Chan quickly rushed to my sides. "Hey hey are you okay what's wrong" I gripped his shirt. "Chan I wanna feel again but I can't-" I screamed out as the pain was stabbing me everywhere.

Suddenly it stopped. I felt no emotions attacking me finally I could breathe. "Hyunjin hey listen im here let them out" he tried but it wasn't enough. "Ugh you idiots don't quit your putting me threw pointless pain I'm not flipping it back on. Now take me home I don't want to be here anymore. And if not I'm walking." I walked away pretty annoyed.

Chan sighed but followed me and started the car not before sending out a text.

Seungmins pov.
(At lunch at school before chan texts)

I sat at our normal table looking over at jinnies seat really missing him. "Alright guys remember me minho changbin and innie found hyunjins mom after hours of looking this morning and last night so after lunch we're heading out to try and reason with her you four are gonna stay here and convince Yuta to flip his switch back on."jisung said explaining the plan I nodded and ate my food waiting for Yuta a half drunk ass to finally stroll into the cafeteria.