Seungjin// don't judge a book by its cover

Chapter 15

Hyunjins POV.
I closed my eyes and tried to count some more. '1,2,3,4,5,1,2,3,4,5' but I couldn't focus enough and I felt myself radiating with heat. I felt lee know and changbin circling me. "Jj calm down. Take a breathe and relax he didn't mean it. People say things when there upset you know that."binnie tried to coax me. I felt someone hug me. I recognize his sent anywhere it was seungmin. "Pumpkin I'm so sorry I'm so sorry please don't be upset with me I'm just upset because I miss you and Johnny and I.." I flipped around and slammed him to the floor got on top of him and started to choke him.

"Why am I not good enough dad. She loved you. We dealt with you for years you stupid stupid man. Why isn't anything I do enough. Why did she leave." I slammed his head almost every sentence. "Jj stop your gonna kill him" Changbin screamed. Tears rolled down seungmins eyes. Next thing I know everything turned black. A sharp thing Lodged into my shoulder.

Seungmins POV.
I finally felt air hit my lungs. I breathed uncontrollably as I.n rushed to my side to help me up. I heard a slight laugh. I turn my head to see Johnny with a needle in his hand "what why's everyone looking at me like that. Changbin you know what I did. So can everyone stop starring like I killed him." He said picking hyunjin up. "He's right he didn't kill him but he would have killed you. What the hell were you thinking. When he says don't touch me it means don't. Why would you of all people think oh yeah I might just fuck around and hug someone with anger issues who said don't touch me. And as for you I never thought I'd say this but thanks Johnny." Changbin turned thanking him.

"No problem I'll take him home if that's okay with everyone else I can take these I've seen his angriest and I can handle it. And you" he turned to me "I don't like you. Don't like for a second that your who I did this for. I did it for him. A life for a life. Now I suggest you get looked at." He said carrying hyunjin to the door. "You can't just take him he's told me about you. And if you think I'm gonna let you go anywhere with-" I was cut off. "Minnie just let him go I think you've done enough" Felix whispered staring at the floor.

"Okay I guess later losers" he laughed calling the car. I looked at Changbin wanting answers. What the hell just happened? Why did he think I was his father? Would he be okay? It's crazy he almost just killed me and yet here I am just trying to figure out if he needs help. I know what I said was wrong and I'm sorry I just want my Jinnie back.

"Changbin-" I started. "If your going to ask save your breathe that what just happened. That was his anger. He's held it in all day. If you were anyone else you would have been dead. Dead seungmin. I don't know how your still breathing because the old hyunjin would have snapped your neck and gave us orders to help him hide the body. He loves you you dumbass now figure out a way to fix it. Because as much as I hate you for hurting him I care about all of you. And I want him happy you do that." He said patting my back. "I just need help how do I fix this and what about Johnny." I say confused. "He won today but your you hyunjin will always choose you." Han smiled at me. "Yeah we aren't gonna let Johnny take him away from you" Woojin smiled.

Hyunjins pov.
I woke up In the passengers seat of a familiar vehicle. I panicked for a second and looked over to see a concentrated Johnny. I sighed "now why the fuck am I in your car" I finished rolling my eyes. "Well love I could ask you why you almost myrdered your boyfriend but am I questioning you? No I didn't think so" he said chuckling. "What do you mean I almost killed him?" I said worried about what happened. I can't remember. "Well love you were choking him to death anger melt down one thing led to another and I knocked you out so you didn't have to come out of it hiding his body somewhere and if I'm not being too much of an ass I hope you can talk to me about how your feeling" he said looking over concerned.

"Well if I'm being honest me and seungmin aren't together right now. He said some hurtful things and basically told me that my life is shit and it's is annoying and I guess he's right" Johnny looked over shock on his face. He pulled over into the parking lot of an old apartment building. "First off he's an ass and here I was thinking I fucked up by saving him I should've let you kill him. Hyunjin you are perfect. You've been perfect since the day I met you and
If that rich life beat thinks he'll tell you otherwise then I'll be the one to kill him. You shouldn't have to deal with that I'm sorry Jinnie baby. You know I'm always a call away even when you hate me I'd do anything for you" he finished looking me dead in the face. I blushed. Not knowing what to say I just tested up a little.