Holding Onto You

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Josh's POV

  I woke up early this morning. It was a day after Tyler's incident with his father. I knew that I could see him in the hospital now so I quickly showered and got dressed. I looked in the mirror.

I was a mess.

Bloodshot eyes and dark bags from not sleeping much. I was too busy thinking of Tyler. His fluffy brunette hair. His soft voice that could make anyone fall in love with it. The way his eyes squint when he smiles. The way his nose crinkles as he giggles at the bad but funny jokes we say. I love everything about him. I couldn't lose him. He's the only thing I have. I'd do anything for him, even if it hurt me. Or killed me.

After thinking more of him I splashed my face with cold water then left. I had to get there quick. I don't want him thinking I left him. I would never.

I got to the hospital and went inside. A younger nurse cane up to me.

"Is there something I can help you with?" She asked so kindly. I nodded and said "uh I'm here to see Tyler Joseph?" She nodded then went to a computer. After a minute I was told the room number. Then it felt as I was floating to his room. When I got to his door I took a deep breath, then went in.

He was curled up, with his face buried in his hands. His shoulders softly shaking.

My poor Tyler I thought as he looked up.

"Hey Tyler" I said softly. Not wanting to startle him.

"Hi Josh" he responded weakly. His voice hoarse. Probably from the beating, screaming and crying. I wish I could take him away from here. Just us alone and happy.

"I thought you wouldn't come..." he sadly spoke. I went over and softly held his hand.

"Tyler look at me. I would never leave you. You're the best thing to happen to me. I don't know what I'd do without you. I love everything about you. Your hair, your nose, your eyes, your laugh, your smile, your personality. Just everything Tyler." He was blushing a deep shade of red. It was adorable.

"I guess what I'm saying is I love you Tyler Joseph" I cant believe I just said that. It was my first time saying it to him. He probably doesn't even feel the same way. I'm so dumb to-

"I love you too Josh" Tyler said, practically his words smiling. I blushed and we both giggled. It was nice talking to him.

-time skip-
It was late at night. I was laying next to Tyler in his bed, careful not to disturb any wires. I was holding him tightly. Afraid that if I let go his dad would take him and hurt him, only worse.

He was still awake. We were both comfy and just enjoying each other's presence.

He turned around and we locked eyes. They were beautiful. The perfect shade of brown. His eyes reminded me of nature. How beautiful it can be any time if the year.

It was only now I realized I was leaning in. I was too scared to pull away but too scared to move in general. He too had seemed to move closer. After a few seconds, our lips were touching.

I felt butterflies go up all over me. It felt like tons of fireworks erupting in me. My god I was kissing this beautiful boy that I've fallen for.

We pulled away and looked at each other. Both not wanting to say anything. But I did have something to say. Not say.... ask. I played with a strand of his hair and asked as smoothly as I could "Tyler would you like to be my boyfriend?"

His eyes looked at me like he just saw the northern lights. He looked extremely happy. He hugged me tightly and nodded. I hugged back.

"Of course I would Josh. I'd love to be." And with that we were both smiling in a hospital bed with the sun setting and moon rising. Each of us enjoying each other's company and not wanting anything to run something. I wanted to be with Tyler forever.

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