The Pain Hidden Behind the Smile: NaLu

part 4: whats gonna happen to Lucy

Chapter 4: What's Gonna Happen to Lucy

Normal pov

Lucy was walking away from the nurses office. She was wincing from the pain of being grabbed and pat on the back. When she got to her next class the bell had just rung to let them all go to lunch. Oh fuck! Now I have to deal with Natsu, Gray, and Levy! Um... should I ignore them? No I wont meet up with the group today. Time to officially do something that should have been done awhile ago. Become the silent loner. Who didnt deserve friends. The person I was suppose to be. Lucy was thinking this when the teacher grabbed her shoulder. She winced a little but the teacher didnt notice.

"Why weren't you in class?" He asked not completely mad.

"Sorry sir I was in the nurses office. I fell down the stairs but im fine." He looked at her with concern.

"Okay, go enjoy your lunch. There isnt any homework get the notes from your friends and ya." With that he left.

Lucy pov

I went to the bathroom where no one would see me. I let silent sobs out as the tears fell I lifted up my skirt and pulled my leggings off. There were my cuts. I grabbed my blade and made deep gashes on my legs. Making them bleed. Then I moved to my arms and waist. I didnt care anymore. When I finished I put paper towels on all of my fresh cuts and wrapped the bandages around them. No one would notice because I wrapped them tight so it didnt show at all.

I walked out of the bathroom and to the roof. This was a four story building. This is the place where I would end it all. I was done with the beatings. And with people acting like im nice. Or being rude to me. And I was done watching Natsu loving Lisanna. She cane back from a private school and ever since i felt like I didnt belong. I decided to wait till after dinner. So no one would be at school. No one could stop me.

          ~time skip after school~

I was leaving the building with my hood up so no one knew who I was. Once I got off the school grounds I ran home. To meet the last beating I ever would. Then it would all be over. All the pain. All the suffering. Gone. I just had to make it through these last couple of hours. My birthday punishment. No one knows its my birthday. I've kept it hidden for the time I've been here only Gray knows and he hides it because I asked him to. I thought.

Once I got home I smelt the alcohol. Oh no. This is gonna be worse then I thought. He came over with handcuffs, a belt, and a-a-a knife. He grabbed my wrist and pulled me to the stairs with a grip like iron. I let him. I deserve it. Nothing false about it. He didnt say anything he only smiled a terrible smile... the smile he had before he raped me 0.0 I started to wimper. I felt him pull harder and i heard a terrible sound along with pain. My shoulder was NOT how it should be. When we got to HIS room. He pushed me against the wall and tore of my clothes. Not being gental. He took my bandages off and the paper towels. He grabbed my arms and pushed me to the bed. And I couldnt budge. He grabbed the handcuffs. He had four... he grabbed my first wrist and cuffed it and cuffed it to the bed. Then he cuffed my other arm and legs. When he finished my legs he started to kiss me on his way up. I tried to scream but after a small sound came out he punched my already bruised and bleeding stomach. I stifled a sob he came up to my neck and bit me giving me love marks. I winced as he did more then necessary. He came to my lips and forced me to open them he slid his tongue in and wrestled it. I tried to do nothing but he made me. He stood up for a second and stripped. When he stripped he pulled his belt out and said things like. Week, worthless, disgusting, you deserve to die, and worst of all that he wanted me to kill myself. He grabbed the belt and smacked me repeatedly with it. Leaving welts. I cried out and with that he started to rape me while hitting me every minute or less. When he stopped I was sobbing. I felt violated. Disgusted. Like trash. I wanted it to end. He got up and hit me a few more times. Then when he was dressed he undid my cuffs. My wrists and ankles bleeding from the struggle. He lifted my face and said "you worthless piece of shit" and then he smacked me and threw me on the ground. I got dressed even though everything hurt. I was bleeding. I was suffering.

After I finished I ran out of the house. And to the school when he wasnt listening. When I got to the school it was locked. But it had a fire escape and I only needed to get to the roof.

I reached the roof. I climbed over the the edge. I stood up on it. I saw a figure running towards me. The person had pink hair. Before I wanted to stop I jumped. I slammed into the ground with a painful thud and felt nothing. Saw nothing. It was over. Or so I thought. The blackness covered me.

Natsu's pov

After our incident with Lucy I didnt see her for the rest of the day. It was late at night possibly 8 when I heard someone climbing something loud. I ran out of my house and looked towards the school. I saw a person on the roof. A person familiar. I ran as fast as I could. But the person jumped and hit the ground with a thud. There on the ground was the person I loved... love!? Where did that come from!? I still heard her breathing and her heart going. But it was faint. I called 911 and told them to come. I didnt know if she would make it. My dear Lucy on the ground broken up and bleeding. What could I do!?

Hey babes! CLIFF HANGER!!! MWAHAHAHAHA!!! Haha. No seriously. Omg my mind be fucked up! I swear like who does this to their characters!?!?! Oh right me ^°^ anyways. I shall update hopefully tomorrow idk. It depends if I can think of what to right. Im thinking if a sequel but idk. Lemme know babes! Comment what u think and vote and follow! If u comment I will dedicate the newest chapter to you! ;) luv ya babes! Wish me luck on my test tomorrow °~° bye!