The Pain Hidden Behind the Smile: NaLu

part 6: the lies to cover the truth

Chapter 6: The Lies to Cover the Truth

Hey babes! Like I said in my little note I've had some shit happening thats made me need to think. Two friends keep tellin me I really need to update so here goes!

Lucy's pov

I felt my body disconnected. But I knew I wasnt dead. I saw people working on my body. Blood was everywhere and I saw some bones. My skin that wasnt bloody were black from bruises. And I here my heart accelerating. Wait now its slowing rapidly! Then it gives off a long beep. I start to fade my dream coming to an end. Was it over? Did it work?

I wake up to people talking. And some were crying. Wait I recognize some of these people. I felt like I had fallen four stories (which I had) I let out a groan of pain. And heard the noise level drop instantaneously. I opened my eyes to see my friends standing around my bed. My father no where to be seen. Thank god. I saw people looking down on me that I didnt know.

"Hey guys." It was suppose to be normal but it sounded more like a whisper. Dammit. People just gasped. I saw my familiar pink haired friend hugging a girl with short white hair. She was comforting him!?!?! Then he said something and kissed her. Oh god what am I feeling? Its nothing. I dont like Natsu I dont. The first person to speak up was the doctor.

"Hey there Lucy. How ya feelin? Do you remember what happened?" Fuck okay. Maybe I could lie and say no. No I have a better Idea. I could say I was on the roof thinking when I tripped and fell off. Yes! Score!

"I-I-I think so." Pretend nothing comes to mind before that. "I was on the roof thinking about something that just happened. I was in a lot of pain. I then fell and saw someone coming to me. And thats it." The doctor looked at me making sure I wasnt lying. I just gave him a im in pain look. And he said...

"Alright. But that doesnt fit with the condition we found u in and with what some of your friends told us of before the incident." I couldnt help but wince. I didnt do anything. But Gray and Levy knew about it and they didnt believe the story. Dammit! Natsu came over holding Lisanna's hand.

"Hey Lucy! Your awake! Guess what! Me and Lisanna are dating." With that I felt like my lungs had collapsed. I dont love him. So why do I feel like this. I felt the color drain from my face.

"Im glad Natsu" and he and Lisanna left after he said the last thing

"By the way Lucy I decided that im not your friend anymore. To many things happen when your around, your weird, and you are a week excuse for a person" with that he left. I saw my friends getting ready to hurt him when I said,

"Don't." The doctor saw how I was and looked at me.

"Im gonna get Mavis. I was your surgeon and I was making sure you were fine." He left the room and got Mavis. My friends just looked at me. When Mavis got here she made them leave.

"Lucy," she started "I know whats happening Gray told me. He also told me a very possible thing of what happened. I told your friends there were signs of rape during your surgery. And how you had welts. Its been about a week since you came out of surgery. You were in a mini coma. And I think you should get some rest. Do you want some food before you go to bed?"

"No"

"Alright." When she left I made a vow. I won't eat. I wont talk. I will bleed everyday. So that way I can end it. "And you wont have to deal with me... Natsu..." and I fell asleep. Into nightmares. 

Done. Sorry guys again shit goin on. Sorry its short. I will try to update ASAP! Luv ya guys! Oh btw guess what! Almost 100 reads! Woohoo!!! Suggest to your friends comment and I will absolutely love to dedicate the chapter to ya! Bye!