should've never listened
knew that I would make a mess
predicted I would just destroy it all
when the last thing I needed
is just more of my mess
should've never let go
when I knew it was dangerous
to trust myself
without supervision
should've never trusted my feelings
that they wouldn't get out of control
because why did I believe
that this time it could be different
should've never let you in my heart
because now you control it
and I've been fighting so hard to regain it
