I ran away
And I'm furious
More at myself
But you're there too
Don't worry
I told you to hold onto my words
Everything I ever asked of you
Is to not let that go
So, you did, and now We're here
Or are we
Where are we, really
I can't see us
Not you, not me
In this space and time
I ran away
And you let me
How could you
When it was not your call
To decide what's right or wrong
But you didn't do it
You didn't consider neither right nor wrong
All that it was is a mysterious question
For which I can't even blame you right now
Which makes it even harder
I ran away
And it was my fault
You deserved the truth
Which you never got
Which I kept inside all this time
Should've said then and there
The reason behind this all
Then you wouldn't have to hold me onto a thing
Then I would be able to forgive myself
I wouldn't have a feeling of guilt running through
The person I thought I was
