Hello, I think I'm back;)))
I'm currently sitting in a hotel room. I'm sitting on the bed, anxiously glancing at the clock.
They had a show tonight and should be back any minute. I flew two hours just to come and surprise him, I hope he's happy. My fingers drum on my thigh, a smile playing on my lips.
Minutes later, I hear the door being knocked on. I quickly stand up with a huge smile. I open the door and I see Johnson. Johnson's face lights up. I texted him to come to room 240 where I was.
"Y/N! What are you doing here?" He asks as he pulls me in for a hug.
I pull him close to me. I missed this dork. I can't help the smile that's on my face.
"Surprise!" I beam. "Where is he?" I ask eagerly.
"He took another vehicle because he said he was exhausted and wanted to chill. He's in our room." Johnson says.
"Great. I'll go surprise him." I say happily.
Johnson plops down on my bed and turns on the tv.
"Are you coming?" I ask, chuckling at him getting comfortable. He shakes his head.
"Nah. I figure the love birds need a moment. Room 327." He throws me a key card and winks. I hit his leg at his stupid assumption and roll my eyes.
"Fine. See you." I wave.
I leave the room and close the door. I make my way down the hall to the elevators and press the up button.
I can't help the fluttering my stomach is feeling and the big smile that can't seem to leave my lips. I missed G so much since he's been gone on this little trip. I miss his big fluffy hair, and his beautiful breathtaking gorgeous smile, and his deep but soft voice. I miss his dreamy brown eyes and his cute chuckle. I miss everything about him.
Everything always seems so much better when he's around. He lights up my world. I couldn't wait to see him. I couldn't wait to hold him and tell him how much he means to me.
Tonight was the night that I was going to tell him that I loved him for the first time. I was nervous but I've never been so sure of my feelings for him.
I was smiling like an idiot when I reached room 327. I clutched the key card in my hand and took a deep breath before sliding the key in. I heard the click and I stepping into the room, ready to yell surprise.
"Oh fuck, Jack! Right there!"
My smile immediately faltered and tears brimmed my eyes. My stomach tightened and I felt the need to throw up. My head was spinning and I felt like I was going to collapse at any moment.
I took in the scene before me. I saw the boy I loved fucking another girl. My heart shattered and dissipated. There he was. Jack Gilinsky, the boy I thought I loved, the boy I thought loved me. There he was with a girl on top of him.
I tried desperately to turn away, to leave, but I was frozen. And then a sob escaped my lips. And I was crying.
"What the fuck?! Who is that?" The girl exclaimed. She covered herself and got off of him.
Jacks eyes widened and he sat up.
"Y/N what are you doing here?"
I gave a humourless laugh. I shook my head in disgust.
"I came to surprise you, but please, continue! Don't mind me!" With that, I spun on my heels and ran out the door. Tears blurred my vision and when I got to the elevator, I pressed the button to go down. Getting to my room was a blur.
I banged on the door and when Johnson opened it, his smile was gone.
"What happened?" He exclaimed.
I collapsed in his arms and sobbed. He held me tightly, not letting me go. I felt safe and we stayed like that for several minutes. When I was finally too tired to cry, we pulled apart. He led me to the bed and we sat down.
"What happened? Did he not say it back? Did he turn it down?" Johnson asked, genuinely concerned.
I shook my head no. I didn't want to tell him, because it hurt so much, but I also didn't want him to look at G differently. This is between me and G.
"Tell me what happened, Y/N." His voice grew serious.
"I.. can't. J, I can't. I don't want to ruin your friendship. You won't look at him the same and this is between him and i—"
"Don't do that. Don't try to save him. If he's done something bad, I need to know. Stop defending him when he hurt you!" Johnson's voice sounded so angry and mad.
I flinched at his tone and volume. When he realized he'd kind of scared me, he apologized.
"I'm sorry. I didn't mean to get angry. I just need you to tell me what he did."
I nodded and swallowed the lump in my throat. I looked around the room and the thoughts crowded my brain again. I blinked away the tears.
"He.." I took a deep breath and closed my eyes. "He was fucking another girl when I walked in."
When I admitted that, I opened my eyes and when I seen Johnson's face, I broke again. He hugged me to him and stroked my hair. He was eerily quiet for several minutes until my phone rang. I was going to grabby and silence it, but Johnson beat me. He grabbed my phone and answered it. My eyes widened.
"What the fuck do you want?!" He growled. He put the call on speaker.
"I was calling for Y/N.."
"Yeah I know! You're a fucking idiot you know that? What the fuck is wrong with you? G, you don't just pull shit like that! You just fucking don't! Who were you fucking anyway? Some slut? You know Y/N flew two hours to come see you! What the fuck?!" Johnson yelled at the phone.
"I know I fucked up, okay?! I don't know what wrong with me. It was a mistake!" G argued back.
"Fucking another girl isn't a mistake! You did this to yourself. She thinks the world of you. She wasn't even going to tell me because she didn't want me to be mad at you! But you fucked up!"
I bit my lip, it seemed as if Johnson forgot I was here, they were having a full blown fight about me and him and I was just sitting on the bed listening.
"Look, J, I know! I'll make it up to her, I just need to talk to her! Johnson, I just need you to trust me on this I—"
"No! You don't fucking deserve her! She loves you and you can't even be loyal to her! She's broken because of you. She deserves someone who will treat her right and do anything for her, someone who loves her!" Johnson exclaimed.
"Why do you care? This is between me and her, why are you so riled up?" G asked, his voice obviously annoyed and angry.
"Because I love her, and I can't watch you you break her heart! It hurts me to see her like this!"
I gasped. The room suddenly went quiet and G went quiet on the other end of the phone as well. J sat down on the bed, in disbelief that he admitted that out loud. I stared at him wide-eyed.
"You—you love me?"
