It's mine right? Que yelled as I covered my face. It's mine he yelled again pulling my arms from my face.
No Quentin I am not in love with you, we're just having sex, I cried as he looked at me.
My name is Magic, yes my crazy parents name me Magic. I'm 19 and a sophomore at Georgia University. I'm also a plus size female who had some self esteems problem but I knew I was the shit now after I saw how dudes looked at me.
Last year I lost my virginity to this dude name Que. Quentin was super fine, standing 6'2 chocolate brother , body covered with nothing but ink. Juicy lips and very dark brown eyes. Que was 25 with no kids , yes he was a drug dealer but he also was a student at the same school I attended.
We begin messing around on some friend shit, we had sex for the first time on his birthday and we have been fucking since then. I knew from jump that we was only fucking partners and he did to.
I thought, so I wasn't just keeping him as a sex friend I wanted someone else so I did fuck someone else just to fuck them, I told Que about it & he admitted to doing another female and we was cool with that.
But the last 6 months he has been tripping, like tripping hard.
He felt like I was his and I felt like we was just fucking because that's all we did.
Why you don't want to be with me? Quentin asked me as my roommate stood in front of us. We don't never talk about that, you know we only have sex, I yelled as he got back in my face. We only have sex because that's all you be wanting, I asked to take you out, you say no, I ask to take you shopping you say no, like what the fuck? He yelled.
It's cool , we done fucking , don't call me late night horny or nothing stupid. It's done, he yelled as I looked at him.
Deep down I did love him but I felt he was not for me because of the relationship we had.
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That was 2 years ago, Quentin was serious, I didn't get no more of that good dick and he had moved on but it was crazy because now the female he is with was the total opposite of me. She was slim with nice boobs. She was always covered in make up and it looks like she came out the box , plastic and all.
And they lived downstairs from me, ugh I hated it. He wouldn't even speak to me and she was rude all the time. I wasn't dating yet, in fact I had a daughter who I knew for a fact was Quentin's but I wouldn't dare tell him, the only reason he didn't see her was because I sent her home to stay with my parents until I finished school and lucky for me today was the day she was moving back home with me.
I never told him about baby girl because he literally cut me off. When I moved to the apartments he wasn't staying here but months later him and the plastic bitch moved in. She would do shit like park her car right next to mine.
I worked late night in the hospital as a Pharmacists tech. I hate running into them on my way out and in. Today I knew he was gonna see me bring Kaysee home.
Was I wrong for not telling him ? Yeah I thought as I sat in front our building. My gay best friend Ryan threatens to tell him if I didn't. Ryan grew up with Que but you know how it is when boys go gay the straight niggas tend to diss them .
Bitch come on, you not finna make my god baby sit in this heat because you afraid of this nigga seeing her. Shit he need to see her, she looks just like his ugly ass, Ry said as I looked at him.
He was telling the truth but the first question that he would ask me was why I didn't tell him from the jump and was she really his child, but that was clear she looked just like him😑.
Bitch why my luck so bad? I asked Ryan as soon as we got out the car with Kaysee, Que and Alvin(his brother) walks out. Alvin spoke to me everyday no matter what. Hey Mag what's up? Alvin said , hey Al I replied holding my daughters hand. Who is this beauty ? He asked looking at my daughter weirdly, um my daughter I mumble making Al look at me with wide eyes.
At this time Quentin was already in the car, like this boy ain't say two words to me, he hated me because I wouldn't be with him. Looking at my daughter then me again he just shook his head.
Wow 😳 you got the Shit going on, he said walking off, and I'm telling ,he said making my heart race. Like I said it was clear that she was his daughter, she had his color and his dark brown eyes. She had the shape of his face and her ears was his. She even looked like him when she was upset. When I find out I was pregnant with her I went back to Florida and did online classes, I made that promise to myself that I was gonna leave her with my parents to finish school and to make sure I had everything I need for her because I never want my kids to suffer.
