1 year later
Shit after the miscarriages I couldn't stand the site of Ryan. So I decided to take a long vacation to Florida . I was passed depressed, even at the funeral he showed up and showed the fuck out. He wouldn't stop touching me and he wouldn't leave me alone.
After the funeral everyone went to the repast and I left Georgia with both of my kids.
He really didn't have no trace of me and that was good.
Of course Queen made sure she informed him the kids was good but she wouldn't give him no idea of where I was.
Today was bittersweet because I was coming home for my babies one year memorial. I still would honor my kids like their here on earth.
Damn bitch you look good ,Queen said as she walked behind me at our parents house.
Ha bitch you do to, with them titties, I laughed as I looked her up and down. The older we got the more we looked alike and it was cute having a lil mini me around.
Hugging my sister as my parents walked into the house, my daddy was always in Florida seeing us and so was my momma and Quella. The twins & Junior haven't seen me in a year because they was always busy with sports so I'm be so happy to see MY boo's.
As I'm hugging everyone of course I let Queen tell Ryan we was in town. The bitch was still so fine and chocolate I hated him but he was just so sexy(😋😋)
Walking into the patio he had bags, so many bags that my dad was actually helping him. My dad said he sat down with him and talked to him for hours and he was honest with him and told him he fucked up and he was only trying to make Jasmine happy because she was holding their daughter over his head. My dad told him he shouldn't never allowed Jasmine to have a upper hand on shit, he was my man and that's that. But he ain't have to worry about me wanting him anymore.
I was at peace with how he did me, in fact I was dating this Haitian and Spanish dude name Rico.
Rico was fine also but he was very cocky. Like the nigga knew he was fine.
6'2 long pretty dreads , brown eyes thick brother. The only thing about him was his dick wasn't no good, the nigga was fine for no reason at all. But we was cool, he spend money on me and my kids and I would let him taste me here and there.
He had three kids by his ex wife and he had two kids by this girl who he just got into it with before I left. I knew I wasn't gonna be with him, it was just someone to chill with.
Walking off as he greets the kids, I had no beef with him anymore I just wanted him to not say shit to me.
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11 p.m
Oooh bitch that's bad, Queen laughed as I walked out the bathroom at our house. After the little meet and greet at my parents house I wanted to go out.
I haven't been out in 2 years almost and I was so ready to go have some fun.
Bitch you just leave Georgia to become finer? Ashley (my cousin) said as she hugged me.
Girl I had to get fine, them Florida nigga was on a bitch head heavy.
After getting ready with my sister and cousins we head to the club.
Ooh this bitch thick, I laughed as we walked in the club. Bitch you know we got VIP, Queen said grabbing my hand.
Ooohhh bitch that's my shit, I said slowly grinding as "In the club by Usher" came on.
Auyyyeeeee I song as the music 🎶 Played.
Dancing I felt the eyes on me and I knew this creep was somewhere in the club, so I danced harder and nastier so his fuck ass could see what he was missing.
As every song played we was dancing or singing along, the night was good.
But of course you know it wouldn't be a welcome home if he didn't fuck with me.
The nigga was stupid hard and if the shit didn't happen how it happen I probably would of went home with him tonight, but bitch I'm not I real deal didn't even want him touching me but shit I was lit and I was having fun.
15 mins later
Stop I yelled as he is literally carrying me out the club. Stop what the fuck is your problem? I asked him as he yanked me up. Stop stop we aren't doing this tonight, I yelled at him trying to get out his hold.
Man stop I yelled again as Jose and His bitch ass friends stopped my sister from helping me.
Stoppppp bitch ass nigga, stop fucking with me, I cried as we fought, I mean we was fighting he had me pinned against his truck stopping me from hitting him.
You not finna play with me, you took my kids and left so I am finna show your stupid ass how to play he said as he held me with one arm and unlocked the door with the other on.
Stopppp I cried now , shit begging 🥺 him to stop. You killed my babies I cried as he just looked at me. You fucking killed my babies, how the fuck do you think I feel? I asked him as my nose begin to bleed. You killed my babies, if I wasn't stressing so much over how wrong you did me, my kids would be here, I cried as he put his hands in his face.
You had me so sick, that shit hit me hard, I cried as he just covered his face.
Unlocking his doors, he just looked at me, I'm sorry Kay, I promise I'm so sorry. I just wanted to be in Ry life and I felt if I didn't do as she pleased I wouldn't be able to see my daughter.
I know I was selfish and I know I fucked up really bad I'm so fucking sorry, I just want you to know I take that , I know that was my fault and I am deeply sorry he said as I just looked down at my exposed thigh.
I felt a sense of relief when he said that, and I felt I had to forgive him because he was taking full responsibility for he actions.
I'll call you tomorrow, maybe we can take the kids to the park or lunch, I said a little louder then a whisper. Nodding his head he looked me in the eyes, whew child he still gave me chills.
