Why did I cheat? Or what made me cheat?
I cheated because I was on some fuck shit, Kaysee was crazy at the time I cheated the first time . It just continue because Kama was always doing freaky shit when I came to New York. I promise it was just something to do, I explained to Kaysee the morning after the all black party.
So I wasn't enough for you? She asked me as she stood in the corner of our room. I'm telling you it had nothing to do with you.
So why did you do it? It's not like you did it once or twice you did it for a whole year, she cried.
It had nothing to do with you, you know I love you, I just got fucked up with it. Honestly I don't know what made me do it, the first time you and I was rocking, you had just miscarriage and you was drinking and doing all that stupid shit. But after you got it together I slowed it down, I ain't go to New York for 6 months so I only really did it for 6 months but I did sent her money to keep her quiet, I explained as she just cried.
So why you feel I have to stay with you? Why you feel like it's not over, you cheated on me after I miscarriage our baby, and because I was depressed?? She asked as I looked at her.
No matter what Kaysee said I wasn't finna leave her alone, I wasn't letting her just leave me.
In fact I was playing with her money, I was the owner of about Five buildings she wanted, I just had my cousin play like he owed them.
I didn't purchase the buildings until I seen she was looking at them . I knew that was the only way I could get her back. And plus I had some shit on her so😶
So I supposed to just forgive you? She asked as I stood up nude. I knew I was a drug to her ass, yeah I make the moves and I get the sex started but she enjoy herself like always, was I crazy for playing with her? Yeah maybe but she was mine.
So you coming to the therapy appointment today right? I asked her as she looked at me get dressed. No why? Why do I have to come to something because you want me to? Why are you actually like I did this? Why? She scream as I looked at her.
Fine Kaysee, I'll see you around, I laughed as I exit our room. Going to each kid room, I kissed my babies. I fucked up Right but she is not supposed to just leave me.
Walking towards the front door she stood with some papers in her hands.
Signed the papers, I don't care what you hold over my head. You cheated on me, I didn't cheat on you. Now you want to bully me around and make shit hard for me, you did this she cried as she stood with the papers and her gun.
So what you finna make me sign? I asked her as she just cried. I took all the bullets from the house and from that stupid ass gun, I wasn't finna sign shit.
I'm not signing a fuck thing, I meanly said as I rushed her. Kill me then you will be out of this, I yelled as I grabbed her neck.
She was turning me violent and she knew I ain't have a issues beating her ass.
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Two days later Kaysee POV
Packing all my kids clothes, I was so over Ryan.
How the fuck did he think I was gonna forgive him like he ain't do shit? The nigga cheated , I don't care if he only fucked her for 6months or a year he still did it.
I told my sister she could run the shop by herself, I wasn't finna keep kissing his ass. So I was leaving, the only hard thing was taking Ry'li. She was my child so I felt I could take her to but knowing him he'll have me locked up for that one but I didn't care she needed me not him right now and she wanted to be with me so I was taking her.
Daddy just help me, like why are you being so stupid? I fuss with my daddy as he tries to talk me out of leaving Ryan.
Kaysee you fucked up to now, stop acting like you didn't step out, he yelled.
Like you my daddy why are you saying this? I thought as he looked at me pissed.
Oh okay I did step out but Ryan ain't no shit about that, because I'm not messing and it was around the time I got pregnant with Carson.
I knew for a fact all my kids belonged to him but Magic but of course my dad secretly did a dna to make sure.
But how could he used that against his child?
So stop and think before you do this shit, he said as guess who walks up.
You thought I didn't know? He asked as I looked at him then my dad. You didn't know until now, I smartly said as he laughed at me.
I knew when you did it, you fucked your baby daddy who didn't even want his child, you stupid but I ain't come at you, I let that shit go because I knew I had took you through a lot of pain.
Daddy you told him? I yelled as my daddy just looked at me. Naw I ain't tell him, that fuck nigga did, I had to pay that fuck boy off because he had videos of you and him, he yells back at me making me cry.
We wasn't married and that is so old, I said as he looked at me. We was together, but like I said I forgive you for doing me like that. I promise I ain't cheat for revenge, I promise he said as he looked at me with disgusting look in his eyes.
It was true, I did cheat but it was on some lust type shit. Yes I love Ryan, always have but Magic father always had this spell on me and them two times was the times I felt for his bum ass again. It was a secret that only Queen and I knew I thought.
What the fuck do I do ?
