I'm not finna just fuck you, I want to make love to you . Stop doing that, Ryan yelled as I grabbed for the dick again.
I want you to fuck me, pick me up and fuck me I demanded as I stood in front of this nigga nude.
You to pussy to fuck me? I asked him as I pushed away from him.
Our sex life was so good, I mean he had some good ass dick and he loved to eat me but he was trying to be to serious when it came down to our relationship. I wanted to have fun, he wanted to be married and have a family.
I was only 21 , I wasn't trying to be locked down like that no more.
Fuck all this, I said as he followed me to his room door nude, I'll find someone to fuck me, I smartly said which made him grab me roughly.
Bending me over he mumbled something as he stuck the meat in me.
Have you ever felt like the dick was to much for you after you talked shit about getting it? Shit that's what I was doing now, literally crawling on the floor trying to get away from the pussy killer.
You say what? You say what? He asked as he picked me up and placed me on the wall of the hallway.
I said I don't like fucking you, I love making love to you, he cooed as he stuck him self back into me.
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Next morning
10:30 a.m
Sitting in front of my family , we all came to breakfast at my mommas house . Her and my grandmothers cooked a large breakfast and we just enjoyed each others time. Magic was calling my momma mama now and it kinda felt weird but I was okay with it.
So when y'all getting married? My grandma Ang said as she looked at Ryan and me. Umm I don't know yet granny, I replied as Ryan feds Magic. He loved Magic, he wishes his child's mother would let him see his child but she wouldn't. He would come over and play with Magic all the time and he told me that he would take care of Magic if I let him.
I mean I love my baby but I knew I wasn't a mother and I wasn't planning on having anymore kids until I live my life a little more.
Granny we not gonna talk about that, I said as I drink my oj. Hmm y'all so confused and do stuff ass backwards. You stay nights at this young man house, he's over here everyday so what y'all waiting on? Grandma Ang said as my momma just looked at her.
Don't be like your parents, a house full of kids, get married then divorce instead of working it out my other grandma chimed in. Now trying to fix their life and get married again, you don't want to be like that, you be with someone through thick and thin not when shit gets to thick or to thin you run, she added making momma look at her with confessing.
This has nothing to do with us, we know our wrongs and we are trying to be strong, please do not put us into this mama meanly said as she looked at both of my granny's.
It's true, we could of worked it out instead of divorcing. Shit look we back together with another baby, my dad added as he pointed to Imani.
Quentin don't started, the reasons why we divorced is because of your stupidity. Don't come for me or how about you stay divorced? She meanly said standing up.
This shit has nothing to do with why Kaysee isn't trying to marry Ryan. My life is my fucking life, she yelled as she walked out the dining room with Imani and Magic.
Wow all that for what? Queen asked as she held her baby. Shit I don't know maybe it want be a second marriage, my dad said standing up. Grabbing his keys he went out the front door.
All I'm saying is why not get married and have a nice family? Ryan love you and you love him, I wasn't trying to rush y'all. I'm just trying to make sense of all this. My husband and I was together for 47 years before he passed, and I loved every minute with him, good and bad I loved my husband, grandma Ang said as she stood up.
I know she believes in true love and I know she wishes everyone loved like her and papa did but that's not the case sometimes.
