012. Lonely

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I wonder

What genuinely goes through

Someone's head

When they watch as they leave another

Behind

Like they never knew them in the first place

I ponder,

If they know of the surprise they give

So willingly

To the unknowing person as they leave.

Words leave my head so quickly.

A blank slate left

In my head as I have to reset the memories

I thought we'd make

And the ones

You threw away

In the nearby fucking trash bin.

Do you get as lonely as I do when I'm left

With no one to talk to

With no one to laugh with

When all you could've done

Was tell me

You simply didn't enjoy

My company as much as

You would've liked

You didn't have to

Just up and leave

And make me think

About maybe everything I said

And make me think I said something wrong.

It wasn't my fault in the first place.

So why do you get to have the last laugh

And take away my laughter too?

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not going to lie.

high school sucks sometimes.

ups and downs are all too obvious and present.

luckily i do i have friends😂oof.

❤️indy

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