A lot of my thought processes are different now. Everything I thought I knew about how life was supposed to work has just flipped on its head. To feel so strongly it's like going against it is like fighting gravity. The natural pull one soul can feel so heavily toward another is something so different and pure it's like the sun never sets on life, the moon giving perfect tides all for the sake of you riding across the crest of the wave adrenaline pumping through your veins, joy spilling out just to wash over you again and again losing time over the days and weeks of bliss you never thought you could feel. But being without the presence that resonates with you so much can unsteady you, make you go crazy for the chance of being near again even just the smallest taste of that wave again the lightwave warming you but not as much as they do. It's a yearning needing recollection of almost dreams in a sea of resonant possibilities, I hope I get that resonance again
