Our Unforgettable Love Story.

Dealing with it.

Dealing with it is really hard, what exactly does dealing with it mean? What am I dealing with? Im dealing with the judgement from the world and judgement that comes people that I used to call friends/family.

I knew that since day one nothing was going to be easy and that not everybody I know will like the way I live my life and the people i choose to love, but I never thought that I would start losing people that I thought were my family and that I thought cared for me, but I guess a true friendship is proven when it comes to things like this. I never would of thought that even though ive known these people just about my whole life and then this little thing that means so much to me would change the way they thought about me, and the fact that they are so against it in their religion that they would let that turn me into someone that they can no longer associate with. I obviously never meant anything to them and they should know that even though I am a lesbian and that I am in love with a girl does not mean that I have changed. Before they found out ive liked girls for a really long time before hand and I never acted different and they never suspected anything, so why now are they deciding to treat me different and treat me as if I am not human and that I in some way become something im not because that is what their religion is telling them.

I always had a fear that telling certain people that im a lesbian would make them no longer like me, but i never actually wanted to believe that it could happen, I have experienced people accept me for liking girls and I have experienced people just drop me because I like girls and honestly the people that stick around are the people that I know will be with me through any hard times I have and they will be there for me when good things start to happen. The people that dropped me, I will always care for them and I wish them the best and I feel bad that they dont get to see the good that comes out of what those kinds of people have done to make me stronger and make me more able to be stronger and helps me help people that are going through the same things that I have been going through for years now.

For the people that love me and have stuck with me, I thank you, and to the people that no longer associate with me, I thank you to for showing me what kind of friend you were and for showing me who the people that actually loved me were. Im done trying to please everyone, from now on im focusing on me, my relationship and my future, no longer worrying about things that no longer matter.