Our Unforgettable Love Story.

Hurting..

(This chapter is me ranting and being sad about the things that are happening to me at this point in my life.)

This is now 2 times that people have had to put their noses into something that weren't meant to be there and im seriously getting tired of it.

I cried for an hour straight because so many people have to get in my buisness and have to try and break my girlfriend up all the freaking time. Im getting sick of everyone and I dont get why they have to do this. I hate crying at school but this is my girlfriend that I dont know what I would do if I lost her and people are trying to break us up. LIke I just wish they wwould mind their own buisness and leave us alone and just let us do what makes us happy, because that is what should matter. I'll explain what will probably happen if her brother tells her parents. My girlfriend won't be able to talk, she wont be able to call me if they do find out so I wont even be told ill just know because this is a topic that is talked about a lot and she told me that if her parents are told that all of the contact that we have will be stripped away from us and we no longer be able to be together. She will be taken out of our Highschool and put in a Private school..

I can barely go a day at school without her alone and I honestly dont know what I would do if I had to face school alone without her.. Im ready to break and I honestly do not know what to do anymore, this girl is my life and if I lost her nothing good would come out of it other than my sister and her boyfriend's relationship to be saved. Well right now if he says something to her parents and my sister and him get engaged, I will not be at that wedding, because once he will no longer be in my eyes good enough for my sister and he will not ever be considered my family. Im seriously just ready to break down and cry. I want to be happy and it seems like everytime I am happy, something has to break my happiness and its exhausting and breaking my heart.

I know this world isnt supposed to be a great place and you'll face some pretty bad things in your life but I think ive been through enough in this short amount of time, I dont know how much more I could take without freaking out and having a mental break down.

I wish that I didnt have to deal with all of this alone.. Yes I have my girlfriend and she understands what is going on, but no one else does because they couldnt possibly understand something that will never happen to them because they are not in this type of relationship. I dont care if they are adults and have been through a lot in life, they probably havent been through this and they probably havent had to wake up everyday and pray to god that their relationship isnt gonna be broken that day because of one persons selfish decision.

(this chapter may have a lot of sadness, but if you are following along it means something)

I really dont know what to do, if you read this and would like to give me some advice, please do. All advice given will be appreciated.