Noah's POV:
Fucking shit, that's all I can describe how I feel. I mess up things with Bella, and I fought with Sebastian. I was walking towards my motorcycle (which I bought) trying to calm down from being kick out from my girlfriend's room. I just can't fucking believe it, am I really that bad of a boyfriend.
Because I fucking swear I'm trying, this is like new to me. To care for a girl is definitely new to me. I hop in my motorcycle and roared it back to life. Why can't I just accept that Bella likes Sebastian but as a friend? Wait does she like him as a friend or more? Holy shit she better just like him like a friend.
I quickly drive to the gangs house and parked. Jesus I sound like a jealous stuck up slut bitch. I really need a drink, a strong one. I walked inside and opened the door. As soon as entered I saw everyone shouting and arguing. Fucking great, just what I needed.
"What the hell is going on here? Why the fuck are you screaming at each other when you're like a fucking feet away," I yelled as everyone stopped and stared at me. Like I said before I need a drink ASAP. "Noah, we have to talk about this in private," Damien said as I narrow my eyes at him. Oh god now what, I got rid of Alesso.....so what's the problem now.
"Fine," I groaned as I led them to my office. Today is definitely not my day. Actually when is it you bipolar freak. How can you get rid of idiot voices in your head? That's a question that needs to be answered or I'll got crazy. "What's the problem," I asked as Damien sighed. Isaac looked at me and at the rest of the guys. "Just spit it out," I groaned as James nodded.
"Remember the black shadows gang? Well they found out about Bella as well and they have sent a trap for you just so you can let them "borrow" money," Nick said as I groaned. Can them motherfuckas leave me and Bella alone for a while.
"But to stop them from making that trap they suggested one thing, since you know the schools slut Rebecca Summers is the gang leaders daughter of the black shadows, she wants you to hook up with her," James said as my eyes widened.
What the hell? "Well fuck the black shadows I ain't fixing to cheat on Bella, like I know I'm an asshole but I don't want to loose her. Then we declare a fucking attack," I hissed as they stared at me.
"There's a problem," Isaac said as I groaned. What fucking problem? "We don't have as much power right now because of the attack on Alesso's gang, we lost some men and lost some weapons, we can't get into another fight or well definitely loose," Damien said as the fact hit me. Shit.
"What if I don't let him borrow the money?" I asked. I can't believe that idiot is threatening me when I'm fucking weak. I guess he got smarter. "He will harm Bella and her family," James said as I clenched my jaw. I can't be a coward and cheat on her. I could just beat him up with my own hands, but that fucker has back up. I'm screwed.
"Fine, I'm doing this for Bella and her family safety, please try and not make her find me," I said as they nodded. One real shit is that I need to wash my mouth with bleach. The next day I was not in the mood for shit. But I have to hook up with a slut. Great.
I arrived at school at the time Rebecca told me to come. This is where I wish I had a twin brother. I walked towards the changing room and saw here their waiting. I tried so hard not to show disgust.
"Baby, I was waiting," Rebecca purred as I forced a smile. "That's great," I mumbled as she smiled at me. Let's just say the make out I was having with her was the worst of all. I fucking feel violated, like for real. Jesus couldn't this girl get more desperate. Such a turn off.
