Cute Violentine Oneshots (DISCONTINUED)

Losing Interest

*SELF HARM WARNING* i'll give a warning when the parts show up--

-Clem's P.O.V-

"losing interest, you won't find no better than this..."

October 10th.. our anniversary. all day at school i was happy but also worried.

"What's up, Clem?" asked my best friend, Louis. he snapped me out of my thoughts.

"Oh.. uh.. just Violet.." I replied, kinda quietly. it was the only way i could make sure not to cry.

"What happened? Is she okay?" he asked, starting to get slightly worried.

"I.. I don't know.. she's been distant with me for a week or two.. she doesn't even really say she loves me anymore.. it just kind of hurts honestly.." I said, tears starting to form in my eyes before i pushed them back.

Louis gave me a side hug telling me not to worry and went back to doing his work. i started doing mine too.. or tried.

I couldn't stop thinking about Violet though. i was trying so hard not to worry but it's hard when someone who always seems to want to talk to you just.. stops.

What if she doesn't love me anymore?.. did she ever love me?.. what if everything was a lie?.. what if she found someone better?..

the thoughts got the best of me and there was still half an hour of class left before lunch so i asked the teacher to go to the restroom. he said yes and gave me the pass so i went in there and did the only thing i could do.. i broke down. quietly incase Violet or someone walked in but still.

I felt as if i had gotten dumped because i just had a feeling i was going to be. during lunch i couldn't get myself to eat. Violet was sitting with a different girl she had just became friends with. She didn't look at me once.

Does she like her now..? no..nonono.. there's no way.. she loves me.. she always will.. she told me.. i hope she meant it.. i don't want to lose her.. ever.

once school ended i honestly just felt numb. I felt it coming.. and it was coming soon. I tried to just not think about it. but that's when it happened.

"i swear, girl, if you leave just let me know so i won't look dumb, when you move on..."

my violet <3: hey we need to talk..

Yep. There it is..

me: just get it over with.

my violet <3: wait.. you saw this coming?

me: if it's what i think it is then yes. now get it over with

my violet <3: oh.. uhm.. im sorry. we can still be friends?

I started to feel tears well up in my eyes..

you were supposed to be mine forever.. what now?

me: i don't know yet.

my violet <3: i just lost feelings.

as i read that, i felt as if my heart just broke into a million pieces and i couldn't hold back the tears anymore. it hurt too much. i shut off my phone, threw it, and started destroying shit in my room. i didn't want to, i couldn't stop. everything just hurt. after a little bit i get up and pick up my phone, still crying, and reply to her.

me: honestly, Violet? i don't want to fucking hear it. you chose the wrong fucking day for this.

my violet <3: i still love you, just not in that way. you'll move on.