Cute Violentine Oneshots (DISCONTINUED)

you were good to me..

this is in a way part 2 to losing interest so enjoy also there's a bit more self harm so i'll let you know when

"still no matter where i go, you were good to me..."

For almost a month, both Clementine and Violet were hurting for reasons not too different. Clementine tried to move on from Violet and for a little bit she even had a crush on someone else.

But, no matter what she did, it seemed like she could never get Violet out of her mind. it got so bad that she had to physically hit herself just so that she wouldn't cry about Violet anymore.

-SELF HARM WARNING-

Clementine thought of something and, without a second thought, started a bath with pretty hot water. once the bath was ready, she got her blade out and cut too many times to count. she wasn't aiming to die if that's what you think.

She just thought that she deserved pain. and a lot of it. so, after cutting, she sat in the bath, feeling the pain increase from the hot water on her open scars. she cried but not because of pain.

-SELF HARM OVER-

She cried because she hated herself. she hated herself because she wasn't what Violet wanted anymore. Violet wanted someone else who, she thought, was so much prettier than her.

She had beautiful blue eyes, unlike Clem's brown ones, a pretty smile, a soft voice, a cute giggle and amazing laugh.. Clem thought this way about her, not because she liked her. but because Violet did.

Now, Violet's reason for being sad was because she really did regret what she did. She hated herself for letting go of the only person who really showed her love. the only person who really loved her and understood her.

i know it's easier to run, after everything i've done..."

They still talked but.. it was mainly fights because Clem couldn't move on and Violet wanted her to.

She didn't want her to because she was over her. She wasn't even close to being over Clem. she wanted her to move on so she couldn't hurt her anymore. She was so tired of hurting Clementine. it seemed like that was all she ever did. Clem obviously thought different but Violet couldn't help but feel like all she ever did was hurt her.

And that's when it happened. Clem was at Louis's house because he didn't want her to be alone. But Violet? she was at home, sitting alone in bed, Clem on her mind. she had tried to sleep.

it was a Tuesday morning now, 4am to be exact. Clem was sleeping. Violet had tried so hard to sleep as well. but all she could do was think about how she fucked up and she wanted Clem back. She just didn't want to hurt her again.

"hearts i've broke, now my tears flow..."

She thought too much.. she broke down in her bed and went crazy. in the moment, she decided to rant to Clem. over voice messages on social media. she could barely hold the phone but she tried. she held the button to record her voice and started talking.

"i... i d-didn't mean to.. i-i-i.. i did the w-wrong thing. i messed up and.. and i lost you.. i-i was supposed to kee-keep you happy like you did m-me.. but all i d-did is hurt you a-again.. im s-sorry Clem.. Clem.. i-i love you. i d-do.. i.. i know you told me not t..to think based off of h-hurting you but.. w-we can't get.. get back t-together.. i c-cant hurt you again.. i-i wont.."

She had to stop for a minute to regain herself because she was crying so badly. she then held the button again and started to talk.

"y-you.. you d-didn't deserve t-that.. you-you deserve b-better.. you.. you deserve someone who can actually.. keep you happy a-and not hurt you.. someone who can.. can actually.. not make the wrong choices and fuck everything up.. and Clem.. i-i didn't deserve.. i didn't deserve y-you.. i.. im so s-sorry.. i j-just can't anymore.. i d-dont want to.. you were good to me.. i just.. i don't want to hurt you anymore.. i-i love... i love you C-Clem.. you meant.. you meant everything to m-me and i just fucking threw you away.. i-i don't even k-know why.. i-i can't.. i-im sorry.. i jus-just can't anymore.. im sorry.."