✨My thoughts✨

Help

Im bisexual and I hate it. I hate that I find girls so pretty and perfect. I hate that I have a crush on a girl who we'll never ever like me back and I'm scared of what others well think of me. I don't want to be faced with more hate. I've already been told to go back to my country if I don't like it here. Just because my parents were born in Mexico and I speak Spanish. People should learn to be nice and not judge

My friends probably hate me. She probably doesn't care about me. She's probably so tired of all the rants and sad shit I tell her. I don't know why she still even considers me a friend. I miss my old friend group even if I know I was not happy with them and they made me miserable I at least knew there was someone I could talk to even if they didn't listen they say same or it well be over soon which never helped.

I've made a new friend but she lives kinda far away. And I feel like she doesn't actual like me. She just feels bad for me. When she calls me pretty she doesn't mean it she just feels pity for me she doesn't love me. How could anyone ever love me. I'm horrible at everything I do. I'm ugly. I'm fat. My voice and laugh are annoying. The way I walk is weird.