hadn't really been talking to my friends i had put my trust in stokeley and.. yeah he knew how i felt about certain shit yes i was an accident my mom did not plan on having me and every time she called me and accident or mistake i totally agreed, it was Monday and i honestly didn't wanna go to school yet i was failing so i had no choice i slide on some grey shorts i put on a pink shirt and some pink nike's i grabbed my phone and my keys and headed out the door (yes he took a shower and blah blah blah)
i walked to school with my head down i went to my locker and the 'gang' came up to me
symere:jahseh?
jahseh:hmm
i hummed closing my locker and turning towards them
rakim:uhhh you okay
i smiled
jahseh:i'm fine
new flash i'm not fine but i like them to see the happy jahseh i don't like to be sad around them
gazzy:if you need to talk to us-
jahseh:will do, thanks for your concern but really i'm fine
rakim:if you say so
jahseh:well i'll see y'all at lunch
i started walking to the gym which was my first period since my schedule had changed i walked past stoke's locker with my head down cause he was swallowing another nigga's face it's been two days and he already found someone new are whole friendship was ruined all because i caught feelings it always happens i went into the gym and sat down on the bleachers then i saw gazzy walk into the gym i guess he had gym class with me i saw someone cone up behind him and push him to the ground i know aint nobody bullying gazzy uh un i stood up
Josha:what you go do fag bag
stokeley walked in and stood there
"this" i punched that nigga and he fell to the ground i was hitting the shit outta that nigga he was slumped twitching and shit
"pussy boi" i spat as i rubbed to blood from his hands on my shirt taking it off by the time i was done beating his ass it was like ten people recording that shit
i saw gazzy looking shocked he came over to me and hugged me
i let out a small chuckle
"whats that for"
"do you see him, thanks sehseh"
"no problem gazzy"
i sat down and looked around the gym the nurse was taking that boy i beat up and was gonna call the paramedics stokeley was standing there still in shock and gazzy was jump roping and everyone else was doing their own thing i pulled out my phone and saw my phone was blowing up with messages from sy, rakim, my mom, jamell, everyone my instagram notifications were off the hook
i'm making a song after school i thought to myself