Sanders sides one-shots

It Hurts

Tw- alcohol
3rd person pov

Remus sat on the cold tiled floor of his bathroom with a bottle of bourbon in his hand. 'Why does it hurt so much?' he thought to himself as a single tear glides down his cheek without fault. He got home to his lonely apartment from a party about an hour or so ago. It doesn't feel like home anymore... Not to Remus. He looks up to the ceiling wishing for the ache in his heart to subside and allow him to be happy once more. He knows it's no use as more tears cloud his eyes. He knows his life will be without colour for as long as he is away from the person that he truly loves, his true home. The feeling of loss spreads through his chest as he chokes back a sob and takes mouthful of the strong alcohol. He's tried to drown his sorrows many times for the past six months, since his boyfriend had left him. "I just want to be happy again..." he said shakily, a loss of hope sounding in his voice. He slowly got to his feet and took his phone off of the sink, contemplating making a call to the very person that he had felt he lost. 'Please... Pick up the phone...' the dial tone sounded through his ears, feeling like an eternity until the person on the other end finally answered. "hello?" Remus shakily sat down on the floor before replying.
"H-hi..."
"Remus? Are you okay?"
"I don't... If I'm being completely honest, I don't quite know." he lightly chuckled at the sound of his beloveds voice.
"Can- Can I come ov-over?" Remus sobbed through the phone, trying his best not to sound completely helpless.
"uh... Okay just be careful."
Remus hung up and stood, almost losing his balance as he did so. The cold night air hit hard as he left the building, making him shiver uncontrollably. Not many people were around as he walked the streets, seeing as it was three in the morning. He made it to the house quickly and rang the door bell. The door was opened not long after to reveal a male slightly shorter than remus with smudged eyeshadow under his eyes. "Virgil..." a small smile graced Remus' lips at the sight of him. "What's going on, Rem?" Remus looked down at his feet as tears began to Well in his eyes yet again, being reminded of why he was there. "I-I miss you, I keep trying to get over it- over you, but every time I seem to end up wishing I was with you. I've been trying so hard but it hurts so much! I can't keep kissing strangers pretending that they're you." Remus' bangs fell over his eyes as he let the tears freely roll down the sides of his face. His breathing hitched as he felt a hand under his chin, bringing him to make eye contact. Virgil took his free hand to brush Remus' bangs out of his eyes and smiled sadly. "Remus..." Remus looked into his eyes to see tears threatening to fall. "I love you, Remus. I love you-" in that moment remus crashed their lips together and a burst of warmth spread through him. The person he thought he'd lost for good, the person he thought he'd hurt beyond forgiveness loves him. Virgil wrapped his arm around Remus' neck and kept one hand on his cheek. They needed each other, and now they have each other. Virgil pulled away for a moment to look into Remus' eyes and smiled widely, a faint blush dusting his cheeks. "it's cold out here, would you... Like to come in?"

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Is it okay?? Did I do okay???