'Tap, tap, tap'
Ciel's eyes fluttered open, his gaze darting over toward the window at the little robin that was tapping its beak on the glass. The sleepy bluenette put his hand out toward where Alois had been sleeping but no one was there, it was cold. Ciel shot up and rubbed his eyes, looking around the room for the blonde. He wasn't there. 'How unusual...' Ciel thought.
Ciel slowly slipped out of bed, pulling on one of Alois' white shirts that came just above his knees and stepped out of the room. The confused bluenette walked downstairs, running his hand along the smooth wooden railing, deep in thought.
Once he reached the dining room he stopped to a halt, Alois was crying in Sebastian's arms. Ciel tried to understand the situation, he decided to watch a little longer and slipped himself behind the door.
"I don't know what to do!" Alois cried, burying his face deeper into Sebastian's shoulder.
"Calm down, it will be alright." Sebastian said softly, stroking the blondes hair.
"What if...What if ill always be unwanted?" Alois said, lifting his head up.
'Unwanted? What ever does he mean? I love him more than anyone...' Ciel thought.
"Count Trancy, I-" Sebastian was cut off.
"Sebastian, call me Alois." Alois said softly.
"Very well, Alois. I'm quite sure Ciel would rather talk to you about it." Sebastian said, standing up.
'Thats right. Why couldn't he have just talked to me about it?' Ciel thought, 'Why is he going to Sebastian?' Ciel moved his hands further up the edge of the door, getting a better view of the scene.
"No! Don't go..." Alois said, throwing himself at Sebastian's feet, "Ciel won't understand, he's too precious to me to be burdened with my troubles."
"Then what shall I do?" Sebastian asked, crouching down to the blonde.
"I just want to know where he is, I have so many questions and I don't know who I am anymore." Alois sobbed.
The bluenette was worried and extremely jealous, wasn't it him that was meant to be there for every single one of the blondes troubles? Wasn't it his job to comfort Alois?
Suddenly Sebastian did something Ciel didn't expect in the least, he kissed Alois on the lips. 'What...? This isn't real, this isn't happening...' Ciel thought, his eyes welling up with tears, 'I can't move, I don't know what to do its so painful.'
"Sebastian!" Alois exclaimed, pulling away and placing a finger on his lips.
"Do you really know how much Ciel loves you?" Sebastian said softly.
"Yes I do." Alois said firmly, "I belong to him, and so do my lips."
"Well then you can tell him that." Sebastian smirked, gesturing toward the door where Ciel was hiding.
Ciel's eyes widened, he stepped out from behind the door, trying to keep a confident expression. He just stared at Alois, his face staying confident for almost half a minute before it withered into a look of hurt and confusion. Alois stared back at Ciel, the silence was painful.
"Ciel..." Alois said, his face withering into that of devastation as he watched Ciel's tears pour out of his eyes.
Ciel stood there, his tears flowing uncontrollably out of his beautiful blue eyes, even out from underneath his eyepatch. The bluenette held out his arms wide and stared at Alois.
The blonde began shedding tears too, he walked slowly towards Ciel before breaking out into a sprint, throwing himself into the bluenette's arms.
"I'm so...sorry Ciel...I...I...didnt mean to hurt you." Alois sobbed, burying his head into the bluenette's shoulder.
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What if? ❣⃛cielois fanfiction❣⃛
FanfictionThis is the part in season 2 of Black Butler when Ciel and Alois fight to the death in a duel. What would happen if Alois wasn't killed, and was able to find his first real lover?
