chapter 1 ;; fezco feelings

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Ashley POV

"F-fuck Matthew I'm Gonna Cum"

I bite my lip as I ride Matt's (Blackbear) mouth, right before I cum, my alarm goes off waking me up and taking me back to reality, away from the best wet dream ever

I take the pillow next to me and cover my face with it and yells in frustration, after I get over the fact that nothing was real, I uncover my face and sit up and look around Fezco's room and sigh as I remember all the memories from last night and I smile and stretch and look over to not see Fezco, I frown and gets his robe and puts it on and slowly walk out the room

I slowly walk down the stairs but quickly stops when I see his boss, Fezco sees me but remains cool, I slowly back away but up the stairs not wanting his boss to see me, the last time he did and he took me to the room and fucked me on the floor cause Fezco had got in trouble for giving free drugs to Rue

I slowly walk back upstairs to the room and silently closed the door and sighed in relief, I go back on the bed and go on my phone seeing a whole bunch of miss calls from Madi, I sigh and turn my phone off and soon hear the door and I look back to see Fez, I Sit up and look at him as he comes in the room and close the door behind him

"You are so stupid sometimes, what if you got caught"

he asks referring to when I came downstairs, I kiss him and shrugs

"But I didn't get caught did I?"

He sighs as he stand up and goes to his draw and put on a shirt

I stand up and go to the closet and gets a outfit and I start getting dressed

"You know Rue coming home today"

Fezco says, I look back and nods as I put on my shirt and I go to him and wrap my arms around his neck

"No more free drugs Fez"

I look at him in his beautiful green eyes and I peck his lips as he sigh

"okay",

I knew he was lying

I've knew Fezco since I was 8 years old, We met when my mom came to his house to fuck his dad for 20 dollars every Friday and Saturday, at first he hated me cause he hated my mom until one day his dad caught me with one of his cigarettes in my hand and when he was gonna hit me, Fez came in and took the blame for it, The next day I walked to his house and gave him a kiss as a thank you, ever since then he never left me alone, One day his father and mother left him and his little brother and I would be there with them helping them out until there Grandmother came and took them in, at the time my mother started taking drugs and so his grandmother took care of me, when I was 10 Fez took my first kiss at the playground, and when I was 14 he took my Virginity under the bed in his grandmothers room when we were playing hide and seek with rue, those were the best 12 minutes of my life but ever since then Fez was low-key obsessed with me but one day I caught him having sex with a girl in my gym class when I was a Freshman in highschool, I forgave him verbally but deep inside I hated him, So I moved back in with my mom and started being the Home-wrecker of the town but no one never knew what I did

I step back from him as I put my shoes on "I love you Ash" I look back at him and nod, I love Fez...Kinda but I never say it back cause my actions towards other people says otherwise, I go and hug him after getting my bookbag and going to meet Madi for a quickie before Nate comes and walks her to school

I knock on the door but then hears footsteps behind me and I look back to see Nate, Nate smiles when he sees me and he looks around to see if anyone was around and then kisses me roughly, I pull back and then Madi opens the door and Nate backs away from me, Madi looks at the both of us in somewhat shock and I sigh "Hey Madi, here's your lip gloss you left in my bag" I wink at her as she slowly nods and Nate gets in front of me and kisses Madi roughly and pushes me away pretending to hate me as always

I took that as my que to go as I get text from Cassi

Cass😻😼:
Meet me at the spot 😈😘😋

Me:
Whatever you say babygirl😘

I smile and speed up my walk to school











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