imagine, you had a doll that your dead mother had given you and promised her that you'll take care of that doll for the rest of your life no matter what, but then reality hits and you had to make a big decision that will determine the rest of your life, and you chose to give the doll away...that's how I feel on the bed
I gave my doll away...my baby that Fezco had given me and I wish I didn't, I wish I didn't give my beautiful baby girl or boy away
How did I get here!...I know your asking
The Day Before
"Your Not Aborting my Child!!" Fezco yells as him and Nate stand before me, I didn't want fez to find out but Nate saw the box in my bag and interrogated me about it then he finally got it out of me and called fez from my phone, Fezco came ignoring the question of why I was here since he was more worried about why I didn't tell him...but then I said it's fine cause I'm getting rid of it and now he's yelling at me "Fez it's my body" I say calmly as he looks at me in disbelief "fuck that's it's my body shit, ITS MY FUCKING BABY" he yells as chills run down my back and I sigh as I look at Nate, pissed that he even called fez "Stop trying to be a hero when we all know what you did" I tear up as I walk out the room, fez follows me ranting about how we can get through this together
"It's our baby so why are you making your own decisions?" He says and with me having enough of his bullshit, I turn around "I don't want to bring a baby in this world knowing that it might be in danger cause you love selling drugs and sometimes even giving them away for free, At this point I don't care what you say cause you can't even take full Care of me and I'm not even a fucking child" I say as I starry walking down the street
Present Day
I'm scared, very but no child deserves this life at all, I look at the doctor as he get the vacuum like machine and starts to stick it up me, and try to take my baby away and I was letting them..why am I letting them take my baby away and I'm supposed to love it
Why Ashley!
I soon pull away "No" I get up and runs out, I go in the changing room and puts her clothes on and walks back home and sits on my bed and touches my stomach as I stare at the walls and sighs
"What the hell did I just do"
Should she keep the baby or go back to the clinic and give it away??
Do you think Fez and her are gonna work out
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