I'm Sorry.............. Please Forgive Me................( A Tom×Tord Fanfic)

chapter 4

I'm just gonna start ok? Ok!

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Edd pov·~·
I looked at the picture of tord and felt pity and little regret maybe if I had been there for him he wouldn't have tried to take over the world anyway u had one thing on my mind to get my "friend" back I grabbed toms hand and dragged him out the door "Edd wtf " tom protested "that bastard almost killed you and you want to go find him !?!?" Tom said almost mad "yes tom he's my friend and I want him back" tom huffed crossing his arms and just followed me to Matt's apartment I wanted to tell him I reached Matt's apartment and knocked

(Matty boi's pic)
I was caught admiring my beautiful face in the mirror wow I'm so handsome I mean just look at m- *knock knock* oh who's that I wondered and walked to the door "c'mon Matt we gotta go find tord" Edd said while tim just stood there looking mad and another emotion but I don't know what it was maybe hate "huh?" I said "tord we gotta find him" edd said again "oh I thought Todd was dead oh and hi tim" "its tom and that bas- I mean Tord is supposed to be dead I don't know why he lived" tom said bitterly "well Tod- I mean Tord is my friend so lets go find him"
~le time skip brought to you by the red army~
No one pov focus tord ·~·
Tord layed on the cold cement of the alley way he had just been kicked out of the army tho his dads didn't want to they only had one choice kick him out of be kicked out themselfs right before he left he used Paul's phone to send tom a message and a picture of after he was taken care of. That was yesterday he's been in this alley for a couple hours tho you would have thought he lived there because his clothes are all ripped and dirty he's really skinny due to the fact that he hadn't been eating oh and his right arm is now robotic and he can't see out of his right eye the right side of his face looks like he put it in the blender and his left arm is littered in cuts from self harm

Mah boi tord pov ·~·
they never cared about you tord get that through your head their glad that your gone
They voice in my head said
"I know I plan to stay away from them I don't what ti upset them"
Tord if you just end it they'll be happy to see you on the news dead just end it now!
"I don't want to "
I didn't listen to the voice but the guilt was killing me and I was hungry I went out to find food even if I did I probably wouldn't be able to eat it i sighed and walked out of the alley but stoped when I saw a broken Smirnoff bottle I couldn't take it i collapsed on the ground and cried I missed tom so much Smirnoff was his favorite I just sat there on the ground sobing then I picked up a big glass shard held it against the sensitive skin on my wrist and pressed down dragging it crossed my wrist leaving a deep long cut I repeated the process 9 more times make 10 cuts all together one for edd one for matt one for tom and another for what they could have been if he wasn't so stupid 2 for his dads and one for the army . I got up weakly and stumbled a little but walked farther into the alley I saw a old and dirty cloth oh well it would have to work for now he picked it up and wrapped it around all the cuts like a bandage the went to walk out of the alley but felt really light head he fell to the ground and that's the last thing he remembered was hitting the ground and being sucked in a black void

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Author here so this is probably cliche but idc also I enjoyed writing this its short I think idk I don't feel like reading it if I misspelled something feel free to tell me cuz I'm too lazy to go back and or off read it even tho my English teach said "always reread" XD