I'm Sorry.............. Please Forgive Me................( A Tom×Tord Fanfic)

chapter 12

Motivation motivation motivation? No? I have zero motivation also the song therapy sessions from NF is real for me. ;-; I'm dealing with things but I haven't wrote in a while and its makes my mental state worse thinking that I'm failing you guys ;-; so i know this chapter will suck but ill just do something ;-; also some eddmatt)))

Tom pov
I finished my breakfast and asked tord what he wanted to do
"Hm? I dont know we could see if edd and Matt wanna hang out!?" He said
"Sure! I'll text edd" I said getting my phone out *hey* I texted
*hey tom what's up? Tord doing ok?* edd said
*yup we wanted to know if you wanted to hang out*
*sure want you wanna do? Beach?*
I looked at Tord "wanna go to the beach"
" I um I..I guess we can" he said rubbing the back of his neck
" i can tell you don't want to its fine we can do something else" he let out a sigh of relief
*how about a movie instead?*
*sounds great! Me and Matt will be over in a few!*
*oki*
"Their coming to watch a movie!"
"Cool which one?" He said
"Ummmmmmmmmm I don't know go look at the stack and pick one"
"Oki!" He said and ran to the living room which made me laugh how he acted childish at times I just followed him "hm? What's this" he said holding up spider man far-from home (oop XD)
"Oh its the newest spider man movie staring tom Holland"(don't sue me XD)
"Cool have you seen it?"
"Actually no we should watch it!"
"Ok then guess well watch this one !" Tord said excitedly
*knock knock* "oop that's edd&Matt" I said running over to the door and opening it to see edd and Matt kissing I faled gagged XD and they stoped and both blushing insanely " you two are weird" I said
Edd looked at me evily before saying
" mhm I bet you done worst to tord"
" I what EDD!?!?!? I no what!" I was blushing madly ugh Matt just giggled and glared at him and he stoped immdently "hmph just come in before I change my mind and they quickly came in my apartment"sooo what are we watching" edd said
"The new spider man" I said
"Coool I haven't seen it!" Edd said and Matt was looking at himself in a hand mirror then I remembered something where's tord?!?? I looked around and didn't see him "gimme a sec edd you and Matt can go put the movie in its by the tv lemme go get tord" I said and he nodded and I walked to my room and looked for tord who was just sitting in the corner hugging his knees he wasn't crying tho so that's good I walked up to him " hey you ok?"
"No-" is all he said
"Well what's wrong" I said and he crawled over like a child getting into my lap and hugged me " I'm scared" he said
"Of what?" I said and hugged him back
"I'm scared that they'll find out I'm not eating o..or that I cut I'm scared they wont like me any more tom! I'm just scared" he said and hugged me tighter
"Its ok anyway they don't know and they don't have to know if you don't want them.to ok?"
"O..ok"
"Wanna go watch the movie now?"
He nodded and I picked him up and carryed him to the couch and sat down then I heard "awww edd did you see that tom carried tord in" Matt said
really now he gets our names right "aw" edd said toord blushed and buried his face into my side hiding which just made them aw more I mouth to edd *leave him alone plz* he stopped not wanting to make his friend uncomfortable "c..can we watch the m..movie" tord said still blushing slightly
"Yea lets watch it" edd said and pushed play. And we all got comfy and begin the movie

*time skip to the some time after the movie just in case u didnt see the movie* I woke up "awe did I miss the movie!" I said and when tord didnt answer I looked down to see to see tord he was curled up in my lap asleep his head on my chest "aw" I said oops I looked over and edd and Matt were both asleep hugging each other oop i pick tord up and carried him to our room then noticed it was almost mid-Night? How long was I asleep ? I walked down stairs and woke ed and Matt up telling them that could stay in the guest room for the night they agreed and went in there and fell asleep I went back to the bedroom where tord had woke up sitting up
"Tom? What time is it?"
"Almost mid-Night we should go to sleep" I said walking up and laying in bed with him "ok" he said and layed back down I on instinct pulled him closer by the waist spooning him and placing a gentle kiss on the back of his head as we both fell asleep

(( I feel like this chapter is trash ;-; )))