After ABEL had came and nothing was really working out this boy kept going with the remarks and the physical bullying , my mum decided it was time for me to go to a new school I was happy but sad because i would be leaving all my friends that I had even if there was only a few.
By this time I wasn't even 10 I was half way through primary 5 when I changed school. my anxiety was high on my first couple days I felt like at any moment someone would run up to me and hit me it never did happen, I guess I was just paranoid.
for the first couple of weeks I had no friends I would sit on my own at lunch and be on my own at break then this girl started talking to me one day, her name was Amy, at first I thought it was great everyone left me alone and i finally had a friend until I found out that she was bitching about me behind my back, at the end of the day I'd rather have no friends than fake friends.
so I told her that I didn't want to be friends with someone like that. A couple days later a girl named Taylor came to me and we started talking I felt like I had found someone I could trust but she was friends with what you would call the "populars" so eventually I got accepted into their group but I felt like I was always having to please other people and now I realise they where using me, obviously at the time I didn't realise but they would always ask me for stuff always tease me then say it was a joke, get me to let them copy my homework, get my mum to give me money then give it to them, and I done it to keep them happy.
I realise now that you shouldn't compromise your own happiness for the sake of others
it's hard you know? not knowing who your friends are and sometime you mix your friends up.with your enemies.
- emmax
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I know these chapters are quite short but I'm trying to improve that and hopefully as the book goes on they will get longer.
