If Only You Knew...

Chapter 4

"No." I looked at my dad, with my jaw on the floor. "Yes..." he laughed. "No!" I felt the tears. "Yea niggaaaaa." He picked me up and sat me on the seat.

"I know you didn't want a car, but I had instructions.." he put his hands in his pocket. "Instructions..?" He pointed to the envelope.

It had my name written on it, in print only one person could write in.

My baby girl,
If you reading this, I'm no longer here I guess. You can bet I got it lit up in here, God some probably put me out a couple times because I see you doing ya thing down there. Now this White Jeep, with red interior, a light bar and a lift kit better be everything you asked for and full of gas... or you can let Darryl know his ass is grass when he see me. It's on sight, and it's up there.
I love you princess. I'm sorry I didn't fight harder, just know I tried. Go get your friends, and go out on the town.

I didn't know I was crying. I kissed the paper gently. "I want this laminated." I looked at my dad. "Here's the keys. It's on a full tank.." he smiled.

I called Sariah. "Yes bitch?" She answered. "Where you at?" I rolled my eyes. "At mandys house." I nodded. "Be ready." I hung up.

"Be careful." My dad looked at me. "Thank you soooo much." I hugged him. I rubbed the steering wheel in amazement. "Gonn head. I wanna have dinner so you can meet someone..." I gave him side eye. "No. Not a damn girl." I nodded.

I pulled up to Mandy's house and sent a text. "WOOOOO SHIT." Mandy put a closed fist to her mouth. "What the hellllll, big money!" Sariah climbed up front since my doors were off.

"It's just sum slight." I joked. "Slight my assssss." They looked around. "This bitch nice as fuckkkkk! Take offfff." Mandy jumped up and down.

"Going to see Cameron." I told them.

When we pulled up to his lil crib or whatever, he was outside smoking with his friends.. Mandy rolled her eyes. "His ass would be here." She folded her arms. "Dats my ole lady..." cam got hype as he came to the driver side. "Like?" I cheesed hard. He stepped back with his phone out, "lemme snap ya." I cheesed, and he showed me before posting it to his snap.

We weren't together or nothing we just hung out a lot, flirted a lot, kissed A LOT.. Yea.

"Get yo ass in the back." He looked at Sariah.. "boy fuck you." She rolled her eyes. "Sariah. When you gonna give my boy a chance.." the other boys who's name I forgot because Mandy didnt talk about him often.

"Jay, take ya ass on. We definitely ain't call ya ass over here.." Sariah rolled her eyes. "Damn it's like that.." he acted offended. "Yeah, can't keep ya dick in ya pants.. and you can't stay loyal to yo bro's either.." Sariah eyed him.

He surrendered and backed off.

"What you mean?" Cameron looked at her. "Aht." I looked at him. He smacked my thigh. "Shut up. Anyways, y'all going to that party? Tonight..?" He asked. "Yeaaaaarrrrrpp." Mandy chimed in finally.

"Well, I gotta study. So, you share your location.." he pointed at me. "Will do." I smiled.

We left there, and I dropped them off. I had to meet my dad so.

As soon as I walked into the restaurant, I looked around til I found him.. he was sitting across from someone with a fade.

Full beard.

I checked him out, as I approached the table. "Hey princess." My dad smirked. I hugged him and sat down. "Wassup.." the guy nodded.

"Uh hi?" I looked at him. "Are you guys ready?" The waitress came by, "Yes. Well take..." my dad completed everyone's order.

"This is Aaron." My dad finally introduced us. "The dramatics.. I'm the brother, I'm back in town to stay." He laughed at my dad. "I had a brother?" I looked at my dad. "Yeah, his mom took him at like 5 I think. You was young, and she definitely ain't let you around him nor ya mama." My daddy explained.

I nodded.

"His ass been tryna see ya ass since he knew about you." I laughed. "Well, you finally see me."

My phone buzzed while we were just having a regular conversation. "Is that, that nigga?" My dad asked. "What nigga?" Aaron mugged me.

"Woah. Two dads. Can't happen." I laughed. "It's Cameron, yes. And he is my friendddddd, maybe crush I dunno." I blushed. "Ima kill him." Aaron sat back.