texting peter parker

f i v e // broken pieces

key:

you- bold
him- plain

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hey, peter.
can i ask you something?

yeah?

ned was telling me about how you used to want to date liz? and mj?

what about it?

do you still want to?

of course not!
i'm dating you- and i love you.
what made you think all these crazy thoughts?

...

_____?

i'm just jealous.
because mj is so intelligent and beautiful and so is liz and i feel like i'm just me...
plain old me...

_____, listen to me.
you have nothing to worry about.
maybe i wanted to at one point but things have changed and i chose you.

i'm just scared, peter.
because i really like you... a lot...
and i'm such a nervous person because of what happened between me and flash...

flash was a terrible boyfriend.
i don't even know how you two managed to date in the first place if he's such a terrible boyfriend.
he treated you like trash and you don't deserve that!

i know, peter.
but i'm sorry.

there's nothing you should be sorry for.

i'm sorry that you're dating someone like me... someone so broken by her past mistakes with her dad and flash and now this...

_____, i love every part of you.
even if you don't like them- i do. i love every little atom that composed your beautiful body & beautiful mind & beautiful everything.
i love every little thought your mind has or when your eyes light up whenever you get an idea or when you want to go out on a swing.
you are enough, _____.
you are more than enough.

peter...

_____.

i love you.
i'm so sorry i put you through this.
i hate that i keep talking to you about these kinds of things.

it's okay, ____.
you have a right to share things with me and show things to me that you don't show or share with anyone else.

can i come over now?

of course, love.
see you soon.