2 DAYS LATER.....
*Brittany POV*
These past days have flown by so fast. Now I need to get ready to go on tour and leave the love of my life behind. I got up and did my normal stuff to get ready for the worst day of my life. I walk down stairs to see the guys fixing breakfast. They all said hi and all I could do was give them a head node. Morning guys,Matt said as he came down the stairs. I just sat there on the bar with my head down. There was no way I could look at him without crying. Why do relationships have to be so hard? I think this is why most of the people in the world are single. So that they don't have to go through the pain of losing the love of there life. After this relationship I'm not getting in another one until I know they are the one. I'm so tired of going through heart break. But you do what you think is right until it comes back and hurts you.
After the silent breakfast, I went in my room to finish packing. The thing people don't realize is the worst part isn't leaving or not talking to them again. Its the fact that you know deep inside that you will never find someone that will love you the same way or may not see them again. I was knocked out of my thoughts with a knock at my door. Come in!I said trying not to cry. Hey are you ok,Matt asked as he entered my room. No,I said not looking at him. What is it?he asked me as I grabbed my hands. Nothing,I said looking down. Well it's something because you can't even look at me,he said lifting my chin. That's when I lost it. I got up and gave him a tight hug. Its gunna be ok babe,we will be together again,he said as he kissed my head. Promise,I said as I held my picky out. Promise,he said as we put our foreheads together and he wrapped his pinky around mine. Everything will be ok,he said as embarrassed me in a hug. If you say so,I said as I got out of his hug and began packing again. I do And it will,he said as he kissed my head again and began helping me pack. After about 4 hours of packing we were ready to leave.....but I wasn't..... Matt and I walk down stairs to see everybody ready with there bags. Are you ready,Aaron asked me. No,I said as I left to the car. They all followed me out to the car ad loaded up. We got in the with Matt beside me. We cuddled and took a lot of pictures. When we got out of the car we checked in and waited for our planes. Please stay in contact with me,I said as I whispered his ear. I will and you can promise that,he said as he grabbed my hand and held it tight. Flight to new jersey is birding,the Mic said. That's me,I said as I got up trying not to cry. I will see you soon,he said as he handed me my bags. I was about to walk away when I was pulled back. Wha- I was interrupted by Matt's lips on mine. I love you,he said to me. I love you 2,I said as I kissed his cheek and began walking off. I get to gate with the guys,before I get on I turn around to see Matt looking at me with watery eyes. I turned back around,walked on the plane,and didn't look back.
*Matt POV*
I miss her already. Maybe I shouldn't have let her go. All I know is I will never love someone like I loved her. After they left I left shortly after them. I can't get her out of my head. She is all I have been thinking about.
Me- I miss you
Brittany- I miss you. Maybe I should get a plane to get back
Me- No Brittany. I want you to try or go see something New.
Brittany- I just feel like dying in a hole...
Me- Maybe this is for the best. When we get back to see each other and there are still feelings we will be together again.
Brittany- And if not??
Me- Then we will be friends I guess....
And that was the last time I heard from her that day.....
*Brittany POV*
After my talk with Matt I went to sleep and hoped to soon wake up from this nightmare.
