not fine - 1:39

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it hurts.
it hurts so bad.
everything hurts.
and I'm so sad.

I don't know what to do or what to feel, I don't know what to write or who to be. I'm so tired of being happy just for people not to ask what's wrong.  Everything is wrong. I am so done. I can't do this anymore and I don't want to.  What is happening to me? I was doing just fine yesterday and now I feel like everything is collapsing on me. And even tho I have friends, it feels like nobody cares. I'm screaming for help and it feels like no one hears me. I can't sleep, I can't eat, I can't do a lot of things that I used to do and love. It's getting bad again and I don't want it to.

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