Kiss and Tell |s.m|

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JESSICA'S POV
I walked in to my house, and went up to my room. By this time I had stopped crying. I really need someone to hug, but sadly my boyfriend is the one causing this.

I was un-packing my bag when there was a knock at the door. I walked down the stairs and opened the door.

A tall man stood there, and I noticed he had a police badge.

"Jess?" He asked me.
"Yes this is she?" I said
"Your grandmother, she is in critical condition. She had suffered a heart attack overnight." He said taking off his hat.

I stood there silent as tears dripped down my face.
"She is at Mount Clement hospital.. I'm sorry" he said and he walked off.

I got my car keys and I drove to the hospital.
I weaved in and out of cars to get there as fast I could. I got caught in oncoming traffic because I didn't get back in my lane fast enough, and a transport truck rammed in to me.
I heard a loud crash, and I opened my eyes, but I was upside down. There was blood everywhere and I was really dizzy. I looked down at my leg and saw that there was shattered glass in and around it.
Then my vision began to give out.

SHAWNS POV

I got off the plane and got a taxi over to Jessica's house. On the way there, I received a phone call.

"Hello" I answered, hoping it was Jessica.

"Is this Shawn Peter Raul Mendes?" A women asked.

"Yes may I ask who's speeking?" I said.

"This is Rosa Neilson, I am an officer from district 29. Do you have any significant realtionship to Jessica Scott?" She asked me.

"Yes, she is my girlfriend. Is she okay?" I asked with a worried tone of voice, and I could feel my stomach turning in knots.

"Well, not exactly.. Ms. Scott has been in an accident. She is in critical condition, we found her phone still in tack and you were the last phone call to her so we figured you could be some help, we understand that her grandmother, her gaurdian, has passed about an hour ago." She said.

"Oh..Oh.oh my gosh. I will be at the hospital soon. Thank-you" I said as my breathing increased its speed. My plams began sweating as I told the taxi driver to go to the hospital instead. She is alone, she has nobody, and I just let her leave.

If I had gone after her fast enough.. none of this would of happend.

We got to the hospital, and I ran out of the taxi leaving the driver a 20 dollar bill. I ran to the front desk.

"Jessica Scott please" I said.

"Im sorry sir, but only family is aloud in right now." The nurse said.

"The only family she has lives in Canada, please.." I said raising my eyebrows, trying desperatly to catch my breath.

"Im sorry" The nurse said. I wasnt going to fight her, I just needed to call her sister.

"Stephanie Scott, who's speaking?" She answered.

"Stephanie, its Shawn, you need to get the quickest flight out here, Jess got in to a bad accident and she is in critical condition." I said trying to hold back the tears.

"What about Nanna.." She said.

"She passed about an hour ago, she had a heart attack. Please come they arent letting me see her." I begged.

"Shawn I cant come im sorry.." she said, and she hung up.

What was I going to do. I decided to call the closest thing she had to family, the guys.

They all made it to the hospital in a matter of 10 minutes. At this point, regret is all I can feel, just flowing through my body. Everyone gave me a hug, as soon as we were about to sit down, a nurse came. "Shawn Mendes?" She said looking around and looking back down at her paper.

I stood up and speed walked over to her. "I discussed with the doctor the family situation. Close friends are allowed, but two at a time." She said.

"T-t-thank you" I said fighting back the tears that were about to burst out of my eyes.

"Hang in there." She said patting me on the shoulder. I managed to poke a little smile. I walked over to all the guys.

"Two people at a time." I said, "You and Hayes should go." Nash said.

Hayes got up and we walked to her room. She had a whole bunch of machines attched to her, and bandages everwhere. It pained me to see her like that. Someone you love so much, be in so much pain. I grabbed a chair and sat beside her.

I moved the hair away from her eyes, and kissed her forehead. Hayes did the same but instead he just held her hand. He began reminiscing about all the good times they had, the past years.

After about five minutes I asked, "Hayes, can I be alone with her for a bit?" He smiled, nodded, and walked out of the room.

I grabbed her hand and began speaking. "Jessica, please dont leave. I need you. I love you so much...."

JESSICA'S POV

I woke up and Shawn was crying and sitting beside me. I looked around and I was attached to machines. I looked down to see like five needles in my left arm. Shawn was crying. I tryed saying something but no words were coming out. I tried moving my arms but I couldnt.

"Just give me a sign that you are okay, please" he pleaded. I tried squeezing his hand, but nothing.

I felt paralyzed. Shawn was talking to me, and I could barely make out what he was saying. I felt as if death was taking over my body, by I wasn't going to let it over power me.