Kiss and Tell |s.m|

||eighteen||

SHAWNS POV

That night we stayed up and talked all night. Eventually we did fall asleep.

I woke up the next morning and walked downstairs. I made some pancakes, but then I got a phone call.

"Hello" I said

"Hi Shawn, how are you?" My manager Andrew asked.

"Good! What's up?" I asked

"Not much but we have some pretty exciting news! Nick Jonas wants you to go on tour with him" he said

"WHAT?" I said excitedly

"Do you want to take the job?" He asked

"OF-COARSE!" I yelled

"Okay we will work out the details a little more later, bye" he said

"Bye" I added

Right after I got off the phone, the first thing that came to my head was, Jessica.

Fuck, she is so happy and now I'm just leaving her.

Not long after Jess came downstairs.

"Morning" she said pecking me on the lips.

"Morning, so today I was thinking maybe we could go to the fair?" I asked

"Yea, sounds like fun" she said biting in to her pancake.

"Oh my gosh Shawn" her des lit up.

"What's wrong? Not good?" I asked.

"Not good, amazing" she took a sip of juice.

We finished eating and O washed the dishes as she dried.

After that we got changed and we made our way to the fair, I think I just need to tell her straight up, but I have a plan.

"Shawn let's go on the Ferris Wheel!" She yelled pulling me towards it.

We got on, and we were stopped at the top.

"Jessica, I need to tell you something." I said

"What's wrong?" She asked

"I'm going on tour with Nick Jonas, for real this time" I said

"SHAWN THATS AMAZING" she said a little loud.
"But that also means that we won't be together.." She added

"Well I have a plan for that, you see I'm allowed to have accommodations so my one accommodation is to bring a friend.." I said

"Ian?" She said

"Really.... It's you!" I said

"Oh...I'm a little slow" she said knocking her head.

"Wait Shawn I feel like I'm invading your space.." She said

"No I would be honoured to have my space invaded by you" I said

"Okay" she said, her smile was huge.

"Why are you such a good person? Really?" She said

I just smiled. The ride was about to stop, we were next.
When I saw something, something amazing.

We got off the ride and I went closer.. When I saw a familiar face in the distance. Cameron?

"Cam!" I yelled

He ran up to me.
"Hey buddy! It's been so long" I said giving him a 'bro hug'.

"Jessica, nice to see you" Cameron said.

She smiled. I have always seen some sort of connection with Cam and Jess, but nothing to serious to worry about.

He gave a Jessica a hug, and then we just talked for a bit.

"Okay, I better go but I will text you later okay, Shawn? Maybe we can meet up with all of the guys?" He said

"Yea sounds good!" I said

"Oh, wait.. Shawn did you buy a place in LA?" Cameron asked

"Well yea, me and Jessica live there" I said

"Oh... Cool okay well I gotta go now" he said and he walked away.

"Well that was weird.." Jess said looking at me.

"Yea.." I said.

"It started getting pretty dark and it seemed like it was going to rain so we started to make our way back to the car.

JESSICA'S POV

We were in the car and Shawn quickly broke the silence.

"Jess , can I ask you something?" He said

"Yea what's up?" I replied

He just made a *hough* sound

"Shawn what's wrong?" I asked.

Something was definitely wrong, I have never seen him like this.

"Were you ever involved, like 'romantically' with Cameron?" He asked

CRAP. Should I tell him? I mean like I want to be honest but I have a feeling that he will be so upset. I have to.

"Well, I mean it wasn't anything big.." I said

"Just tell me what it was, honesty I just want to know" he said

"He.. Um.. He was my first kiss" I said putting my head down. I could feel tears building up in my eyes.

"Didn't you meet Cam, when I met you?" He asked me.

"Yea.. Um." Is all I could get out, I started crying.

"Jess please" he said

"It was the day that you slept over.. that morning when I went home and then Cameron came... And.." Is all I said.

He pulled over. He put his hands over his head and rested his head over his steering wheel.

"Shawn I-" he cute me off.

"I just need some fresh air" he said shutting off the car, and getting out. He began walking away.

What did I do. I completely screwed this up.

10 minutes went by and Shawn still wasn't back.

I decided to call him, I dialled his number and on the 8th ring he picked up.

"Hello?" -S

"Shawn where are you?"-J

"Just go home I walked to Nash and Cameron's new place"-S

"But Shawn-" -J

"Just go home Jessica"-S

And he hung up.

I don't understand why he would just leave like that, well there is a reason but he shouldn't have just left like that.

I hopped in to the drivers seat, started the car but it wouldn't start.

I was turning the key but nothing.

Great. Now I'm stranded here with nobody. Shawn most likely hates me so I had no choice but to call the only other person I could think of since Shawn was probably with Nash. Cameron.