The Only Reason

Plane Ride

I started planning. I had so much to do. I had my wedding to plan, i had to get ready for Mikah's wedding. She's marrying this guy named Blake. Didn't know him all that well, but he was pretty nice from what i've heard of him.

I couldn't believe this was happened. That this was real life. I was marrying Niall James Horan. The fans had mixed emotions about it. I would get death threats. I would just shake it off because they were just faceless 15 year old girls with high hormones. 

The anonymous texts stopped. I figured out it was Jacob. I laugh at it now, really. I still remember what i did, but i don't regret it. I deserved it, honestly.

I was about to board the plane with my dad. Niall and the boys met me at the airport to say goodbye. 

I hugged the boys, told them i loved them; in a friendly way of course. I kissed Niall for one last time before i left and told him i loved him; for real. After all, you never know when you'll last see somebody.

My dad was still suspicious about Niall. Although, he didn't like any boy i talk to. My dad was warming up to him though. "I'll be back soon, don't you worry," me and the boys formed a group hug, then me and my dad boarded the plane.

It was a pain packing. Mikah had a special reserved brides-maid dress waiting in New York. It was choas when we got there. Bobby Pins flying, the usual. I drained out the drama. I just focused on getting ready. I had a bunch of my family ask about my engagedment. They called me a liar when i said it was Niall Horan. I showed them a picture of us kissing to prove it. They barely believed me, but they just went with it. "You'll meet him on my wedding day," i told them. 

Blake wasn't what i remembered. Blonde hair, green eyes. Not what i expected at all. He was very chivalrious, though. I was looking forward to getting to know him.

The wedding went as usual. Crying, clapping. I only shed a couple tears. She was one of my closest cousins after all. "Break her heart and you're a dead man," i told him only half kidding. 

Mikah hiared a DJ and reserved a special room for dancing. The room had everything. A bar, a food bar, a dance floor. I had a couple shots, danced to some songs, ate til i puked. If only Niall were here to dance with me.

I went sight seeing all over New York. Visited the Statue of Liberty, took a subway for the first time. I did lots of things i couldn't do ever again. Central Park, Broadway, every pizza place in New York City almost. I stayed a day or 2 after the wedding, then boarded a plane back to Texas on the 21st.

I slept a little on the plane, but there were many disruptions. Turbelences, announcements. But there was one that spacifically got my attention. I particularlly rough turbulece. There was a loud bang, then black smoke. The gas masks released and the pilot said to stay calm. Hard to stay calm when the plane was crashing.