Should've never joined

Chapter 21

I headed to my room. I opened the door and walked inside. Right there on the bed was my boyfriends.

Even Loke.

He got up and tried talking. I walked away from him and into the bathroom. I shut the door in his face and got ready for bed. I took a shower and washed my face. I then brushed my teeth. I walked out of the bathroom in my towel. I then went to the closet. Loke tries to grab my arm but I left him in the dust.

I got dressed and went out of the closet. I walked to the bed and laid down. Ignore them.

"Are you serious Lucy? Thus is childish!" Loke yells at me.

"...."

"Are you seriously ignoring my me right now?"

"....."

"What the hell did I do!?"

"......"

"You know we were looking everywhere for you!! Even Flare!!"

That was when I snapped. I teleported right in front of him.

Slap!! The sound went off.

"GET THE HELL OUT!!" I yelled at him. He held his face and glared at me.

"WHAT THE HELL WAS THAT FOR YOU PSYCHOPATH!!"

"YOU KNOW WHAT IT WAS FOR!! WHY!? WHY THE HELL DID YOU DO IT LOKE!!"

"DO WHAT!?"

"WHY THE HELL DID YOU CHEAT ON ME WITH MY SISTER!?"

He stood there shock. Is face literally said 'Oh shit'. By now I was crying. The other two was beyond pissed at him. While I just shoved him. But he stood his ground. He wanted to stay and talk. While I just wanted it to all end.

" Lucy. It was a accident."

"A-Accident? You just accidently made out with Flare? You accidently groped her? You just accidently lied to me every day telling me you loved me when you don't!? No! No you loved my best friend and my sister! And I trusted you guys! Yet you guys just backstabbed me! You threw me to the curb and you lied!!" I yelled at him.

"Lucy-"

"No!! I'm sick and tired of everyones lies!! You tell me one thing but do another. I'm sick and tired of life. I'm tired of this world. I'm just so done?"

"Lucy I'm sorry!"

"Just go! Go to her! Have fun. Enjoy life. Okay? Just leave." I tell him and walked away.

'I'm just so done now. I can't stand this. Why? Tell me why the world hates me so much. What have I done wrong? Please. Someone just tell me.' (italics in thoughts means Cobra can't read it. She put a spell on her so he can't read her mind.)

I crawled into bed and passed out. I don't remember anything that happened after that. All I know is I woke up the next day. I got dressed and ready. I got breakfast ignoring everyone in the kitchen. Then walked out and into my office.

I didn't want to talk to anyone.

I looked at what I grabbed. I had a coffee. I also had a strawberry milkshake and several granola bars. Then I have french toast and sausage with eggs and a fruit bowl. I wanted to smile but I couldn't bring myself to do it. So I ate in silence. I looked and saw a couple of boxes of paperwork. So I grabbed one and started working.

Here and there I would eat and drink. Yet I was mostly trying to keep my mind off of things. Next thing I knew I was sick. I ran to the bathroom and puked. I puked everything I just ate out. I groaned. I called in my close friend. Yukino runs in and hugs me.

"I heard what happened. I'm so sorry. Oh goodness what happened? Oh gosh. You aren't?" She says a little too fast.

"I don't know." I tell her.

"Okay. I'll sneak in a test for you. You can't eat? How was the milkshake?"

"I can drink it but the coffee I couldn't. The food made me sick."

"Okay. I'll make you a smoothie. You should have that. I'll also get the test. Okay?"

"Hai."

She grabbed everything. She then walked out of the room. I got up and headed to my desk again. I got back to my papers. Then someone rushed into my office.

"Lushie!! How are you doing?" Happy screams.

"Happy-" he flew into my arms. That's when I couldn't hold it in anymore. I just started crying. I was so done with everything. I heard Happy crying too. I looked down and him saying he was sorry. He didn't know I was in pain. He hugged me.

About fifteen minutes later Yukino was back. She handed me the test. Happy gasped in surprise.

I sighed and walked into the bathroom. I took the test really nervous. I put the test on the sink since we had to wait a bit. I walked out and did more paperwork. Happy and Yukino laughed a bit. They were nervous too. We didn't know what would happen after this.

Was I pregnant? Or was I not?

All I knew was I was kind of scared. I didn't know why. I just was.

Maybe it was the fact that it could be Loke's. Maybe it was the fact that I was in a bad situation right now? Maybe it was because I'm already upset? I really didn't know at the time. All I knew was the main fact. I was scared and nervous.

A few minutes later it was ready. I got up and went to the bathroom. I checked the test. There it was.

The results.

I...