Rebel Tord x Reader Sequel to Tainted

2. Lost in Thought

Tord's POV

I stood at the gate as I saw y/n run off. "I'm sorry sir that we couldn't stop them." a soldier says to me. I put my hands behind my back.

"Who'd all did she take?" I ask. My eyes fixed on y/n running.

"Tom, Matt, Edd, and the remaining four leaders, sir." someone said. I shake my head.

"First thing tomorrow you're going to look for them. They couldn't have gone far." I walk past all my soldiers while trying to get y/n off my mind.

"Why can't I get you off my mind?" I ask out loud. I turn a hall and walk into my office. I sat down in my chair before old memory's of y/n's arrival came flashing before my eyes. I groaned as I closed my eyes. Instead of just pure black, I saw y/n and I kissing.

"Goddammit!" I yell. I heard someone coming into my office. "Yes?" I asked with my eyes still shut. Why couldn't I get y/n off my goddamn mind?!

"I heard you yell sir. Is everything alright?" Patryk was quick to respond. I shook my head. "What's on your mind sir?"

I open one eye. "Y/n." Pat came closer.

"I think I understand." he says.

"Do you?" I ask rudely before adding, "Sorry."

"Y/n was precious to you. I'm pretty sure I know what it feels like to have someone that close to you." Pat remarked as he put one hand on my shoulder.

"Thank you Pat. I needed that." I gave him a friendly smile. Patryk nodded before leaving my office. "I wish you didn't leave y/n. I'm nothing without you." I say softly.

Your POV

I know that I said that I will still rise but I couldn't get Tord off my mind. "I need to move on.' I whisper to myself. Tom overheard.

"Is something wrong y/n?" I nod softly before burying my head in his arms. "What's wrong?" Tom put his hands on my shoulders looking me in the eyes.

I open my mouth but nothing comes out. I try again and this time words came out. "I can't stop thinking about Tord." I felt hot tears running down my cheeks in a fury. I closed my eyes as I took a deep breath.

Tom pulled me into a hug. "I know y/n. I know." he whispered softly. He rubbed my back as I calm down.

I took another deep breath before speaking again. "How will I move on?" Tom looked me in the eyes.

"When the time is right you'll know." he said. I nod before breaking the hug.

"Thanks big bro." I say smiling.

"No problem. Anything for my little sibling." he said before leaving me standing in the moonlight. Could I move on?