Remember Me

Chapter 4

“Eden, say something..” I was still looking at the ground.
“Are you.. Are you gonna do it?” He asked, hesitantly.
“I don’t know yet.” I bit my lip.
“You should. I mean, it’s an amazing opportunity.” He said, quietly.
I looked up, to see his unsure look.
“Eden, it’s in Spain. You live in England..”
“I know. But.. Maybe this is just how it’s meant to be-”
“How can you say that?” I stepped closer to him. “I’m not just gonna give up on us!” I said, a bit louder.
“Then what are you gonna do?! Huh? Me or you flying over every weekend, when we have time, because I’m mostly playing and I can imagine you would have to study.” He said with a little angry undertone.
“If that’s what it’s gonna take to see you, then yes! Yes, I’d fly over every weekend!”
“Cato, it’s not-”
“I don’t want to give up on us!” I looked into his eyes.
“Neither do I, but please, Cato. Face the truth! This isn’t gonna work! It’s a university, not just a regular school! And look at my life, I barely have time! I’m either training, or playing. And when I have time, I spend it with you but that’s not enough to fly over, cause I’d have to fly back when I’m just there..”
“Then I just fly over!”
“You have to study.”
“Then I’ll just study on the plane!”
He walked closer to me and cupped my face.
“Cat, I love you so much. I really do, but.. This is an amazing opportunity and experience that I want you to take with both of your hands. We’re both still so young, we have a whole life ahead of us and the fact that-”  
“Are you..” I stuttered as a tear fell down my cheek. “ Are you breaking up with me?!”
“Cat, I-” I stepped back.
“No, no, no! Stop it! Please! Don't do this!” I couldn’t control the tears that covered my face and seeing Eden this sad made it even worse.
“Cat, hey! Hey, look at me.” He cupped my face again as he looked deeply into my eyes.
“I love you. And I know you’re going to rock this university, because you are an amazing woman. You’ve become a big part of my life and I honestly have no idea what I’m going to do without you, but I’ll figure that out. Right now, I just want you to forget about everything, go to bed and tomorrow we’ll pack your things.”
“Tomorrow, what- no!”
“Hey, hey.” He calmed me down. “If we’re going to take more time to do this, it’s going to be too hard for both of us to handle. We may change our minds.”
“I don’t want to leave.” I cried like a little baby when he wrapped his arms around me, my head on his chest.
“Neither do I, mon amour, neither do I.”

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