moon | minsung

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Jisung pov.

Am I there?

Am I in the heaven?

No...

If I were there I wouldn't feel....

...like holding someone so tight...

I don't want to let go, whoever he is.

I don't want to feel alone.

The darkness disappeared when I opened my eyes, I smiled as I could feel the pain was no longer there. I looked around, It took me a few minutes to realize I wasn't at home. I looked down at my other hand, the infusion was hooked, as I looked at other side I saw a person with head lowered down in hospital bed cover, I gently let go of tight grip but still my hand was in his. Minho....It's Minho...I could feel his scent, he was still under the smell of alcohol, I turned my head looking at sunrise that was coming through the hospital window blinds, Oh....don't tell me. I looked back at the boy......was I holding onto his hand the whole night?

I slowly tried to move, but that woke up Minho...and unconsciously his hand left mine, his gaze meet mine which made me gulp, my heart stopped and at the same time it started beating like crazy. I wanted to look away but I didn't, his presence made me stare, his messy black hair, sleepy face was making me feel....feel like I'm losing my breath.

But also...his face rememinded me what happened last night. I looked down my hands where I notice my left hand was half red, It was hand that Minho was holding....so we really did hold hands the whole night...

"Oh Thank God you are okay!!!---I mean you feel better, right?....."

Suddenly I was overwhelmed by the emotions of sadness, of what happen last night. it was rude even from him, I turned on the other side of the bed, even if everything was hurting me the tears started falling from sadness, why did now my emotions started reacting so stormy. I really tried hard to hold my sobs, but they could still be heard.

"....Jisung?.....you okay?"

I felt his hand sliding on my sholder.  I immediately moved, making his hand fall of my shoulder.

"D-don't!"

When I turned and faced him, his face changed was that face of saddnes or pity? Jisung wasn't this what you was looking for? Then why am I crying for? I am treated same just as everyone else. I closed my eyes thinking about it, making tears rolled down my closed eyelids. I want to be treated as human being, but what he did wasn't humanely. He yelled for me to get out and the pain, It was horribly painful.

Minho pov.

".... Jisung?..... you okay?"

I touched his sholder.

"D-d-don't!"

He immediately moved making my hand fall of his shoulder, as he turned facing me, I saw his crying face, I suddenly felt something twitching my heart. Why is he getting mad out nowhere?

My head was still sore from the night before and I had to get home to clean up the house. I would back sooner but I spent the whole night with him in the hospital holding on my hand, even when the doctors were doing check up on him because of the pain he was still holding on my hand, even through his sleep, he did not let go of my hand.

I decided to give him some alone time, so I left the room meeting the doctor in the hall. He told me that Jisung had a small stomach virus, but it had a very strong effect on him. Doctor handed me prescription of pills he should be taken for a couple of days and he will get better. I thanked him and gave him my phone number to call me when Jisung was ready to go. I had to go back home to clean up the mess, and latter I will back with Jisung.