moon | minsung

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Jisung pov.

I was on a train on the way back to seoul. I was looking out the window in the dark, realizing I actually have never dive with train this late, the view was beautiful, street lights was making everything look like night sky with a shining stars, in train was barely anyone, so I keep bag close to me, feeling little scared, but other thoughts been running through my head, minho, I touched my heart and smiled like a little kid.

".... I l-love this b-beautiful f-feeling ...."

When the train arrived at the station, I was afraid of meeting minho, thinking what now? I came all the way here, what now? At the same time I was excited too, hoping my week body won't betray me.

I was on my way to got off and from the window I could see minho was literally outside the door. When I got out and stood in front of him awkward for a minute, he pulled me in tight hug.

I was surprised, I standing there for a second, before returned the hug. With my nose resting on his shoulder, he was little taller than me to put my head on his shoulder in this position.

I smiled, put my hands around his neck and climbed on my toes giving him proper hug, he smelled so nice.

"I missed you... so much"

He missed me? Like we haven't see each other yesterday, but it really felt different, his hand pated my hair and kissed the top of my head, leaving me speechless and heart going crazy, I really wanted to cry of happiness.

We slowly break the hug, he put both hands around my neck and my hands were down holding the corners of his jacket, he was looking directly into my eyes. I can't escape this time.

"Jisung...can you be my boyfriend?"

" E-eh?..."

What? so fast? I made a few steps back being surprised but of course so happy.

"T-that f-fast? ..."

He laughed, still holding my neck.  I lowered my head and started to blush, he put his hands on my cheeks and rised my head up to look at him.

"You like me, I like you ... what's there to wait for ?"

He said throught a smile.  I slowly shook my head.

"I'm n-not sure....of d-dating you--"

"Why? You don't trust me? ...."

Third pov.

Jisung looked down at their feet and slowly shook his head in 'yes'. Minho felt a little bit hurt and put his hands off jisung, didn't want to make him even more uncomfortable.

"......why? ...."

Jisung looked at him again, he felt like making minho a bad person with respond like this, but jisung couldn't say other way either.

"I ..... I feel l-like you w-will turn and go a-after someone else, b-better, and s-someone who d-doesn't have to worry constantly---"

"Jisung! Ey ey ey! stop right there! I like you because of who you are not thinking about anything else.."

Minho again take his puffy cheeks in hands smiling at jisung.

"I like you so much jisung, this past weeks I keep thinking of you every day, every second, are you okay, are you alright? how'd you spend your day, how was at school, you painting at the wall....and now I really really wanna know you better as a person, and I know you may think you're health is standing between us, but let me be honest I really don't mind cause it's part of you and I wanna learn it just like you....I can't imagine my day without seeing you....and I want to get stuck next to you now, tomorrow, after tomorrow... and after that day...and I just need to know how are you...even if we don't date.."