Extinguished - The First Hunger Games

The End

*This Chapter will contain Suicidal thoughts and actions Along with some possible triggers.*

I open my eyes

I look around, and I smell, a clean smell... like rubbing Alcohol..
I sit up my eyes blinded by the bright lights, I hear beeping, and I try to get off of the white cot nut my wrist hurts, I look to see an Iv hooked up to it.

I close my eyes and wince As I rip out the needle and let it fall to the floor.
My arms arnt covered in blood and I feel my scarts from Caleb to feel them just scars..

Where am I?

What even happened..
The last thing I remember Is hugging asher..
My eyes go wide as tears fall from them onto my scared cheeks..
Asher..
What have I done...
Hes dead.
My love is dead.

I hear voices on the other side of the door, I carfully turn the handel and open it, a women with a light Coral pink hair glances at me, she is wearing heavy makup and a nurses coat..
Only one thing pops into my head.

The Capital.

She rushes too me and tells me to sit back down..
I finally do and wait for someone to say something tears coming down my face.. after the doctor starts talking about thia and that.. medical stuff and crap.

Maria, Roin, and Finn walk in..
There sad faces seam even sader when they see my state..

Fin sits next to me and hugs me and I just cry..
No words could really be said that night except for a simle, "It will be okay" or a "Im just glad your Alive"

But Im not.

I foumd it hard to sleep that night..
Without the wind blowing in my face, the tributes in the night sky.. Ashers warm body comforting me as I cry..

No. None of that. Just Silence, and the machine next to my bed playing the beeping of my heartbeat..

Why wont it stop?

I get up, my cold feet hit the floor and my patient gown hangs right bow my knees.. Ieave the room and sneak to the roof.

I found out there was one by reading the fire excape map on a wall in the hallway outside my room..

When I make my way outside the wind blows my curly - Matted hair and Sure enough I see the Gorgeous Capital sky line, contrasting with the dark night sky..

I climb on the edge of the building and look up, odly enough, I swear I see Ashers Face in the sky smiling back at me like the tributes Anthem Back In the Arena.

Again Tears Break from my eyes and I grit my teeth looking down at the ground below and close my eyes..

3...

2..

I place my first foot off the edge.

1...

I go to jump, But something pulls be back off the edge..

Mad I open my eyes to see Asher.
I smile crying and hug him..
But when I pull away, Finn Is standing there With a shocked expression and holds me by the shoulders..
I cry

"Why Maddie.." he says pulling In for a hug..
"I cant do this.." I whispet to him
I see his expression saden emensly,

"Your the Strongest person I know." He looks me in the eye tears falling down his face.

I cry hugging him..

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The next day
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I have to go and Talk With, Julius Flickerman and watch the hungergames in front of people.. Atleast thats what they tell me..
I wear a compleatly Black dress made my Finn himself, like before the Games with the fire turning black dress..
But this time its just Extinguished..

When its time, they hug me amd usher me on stage where I paint a smile on my face and wave to the crowd before sitting down..

"Wow! Quite a game!" His voice booms
And the Capital. Goes. Wild.
The go off, Throwing roses on stage. I smile and wave. Then he continues
"Well Maddie I bet we were all routing for you!" He winks and I giggle.
"Hopfully we will see more of the first Hungergames Victor!"
He says smiling and I flinch hearing That sentence, but I try to keep smiling.

"Now to watch the games!" The crowd cheers.. and the Tape starts everyone goes silent.

It starts with the blood bath mostly focusing on me and my allies..

It goes threw me and Cato meeting, us playing games..
I wince thinking that We spent time together..

We find Asher and Amazon, seeing her face again almost wants to make start crying and screaming..
Us getting The Sponser that went to waste..

Arch Showing Up after I went to bed and I smile at the thought of him.. us waking up the next day..
The flood.. Cato taking Archimedes and Amazon watching as the waves come clsoer and shes gone.

I blink and a tear runs down my face.
I see me holding ashdrs hsnd andnhe slips falling and lagging behind.. me noticing, Running.. Colapsing, going under.. I wake up, we cry.. We open the parachute I run. Hurt my leg.
Talk talk. Find water, kill more people

Then I watch what happened when Arch died and a few tears wall and i wipe them away, Cato dies, Miana dies
Me and Asher hide Caleb finds me
He hurts me. Bad. Asher kills, we hug.. I close my eyes just after we hug.. and open them again with newly gained running mascara down my cheeks, when I hear me crying.
I freak out then colapse and its over.
The crowd cheers...
And we say goodbye.
And before I know it im in a capital train headed back to 11..

Back to my family.

Time flys and Im home..
I see my dad, and my sisters, and brother and I run to them hugging them and crying, I look up to see them all crying too..
We just hug and then go home..
My emotions are basically blank as we pack for victors village..
My dad seems thrilled when we get there and I smile.. just a small one, but I do Smile.

We get unpacked and settle in.
I still cant believe Asher's dead..and I one..

But there is one thing I know..

The Capital Won...
And the fire?
Its been,

Extinguished..