Hello! This is my first book, so I want to start out simple and easy.
this is just exactly what the title says and I will take requests if given enough information about the subject.
Enjoy!!
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ps there will be lemons included~~~
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"I laugh to cover up my pain! I smile to cover my fear of being rejected by others!! Kacchan, I do what I have to so I look like I'm fine, but guess what?!?! I'm not fine! I'm not okay!!" I screamed, tears streaming down my face. Kacchan looked at me with bewilderment and sadness. He was not expecting a sudden outburst from me, considering I am usually the type to listen instead of giving people something to listen to.
I let a sob escape my throat, making Kacchan start to tear up.
This rant started in his front yard. His parents were away and we decided to study over at his house. We started talking about the personalities of people in our class. I snapped when he said that I was always fine, always happy with the world.
"I'm not fine. I-I am a sad excuse for a human being, and I don't deserve to be here. I should have finished myself off when I had the chance."
My knees felt weak from shaking. I fell to my knees, sobbing, holding my forehead and pulling at my hair.
"I should just die."
I stayed in that position until my crying slowed. Then I heard soft sniffles from above me. A pair of arms wrapped around my body and a head buried into my neck. I felt tears wet my skin and soon drip down my collarbone.
"(Y/n)... I had no idea.." he started. "You could have told me, because I feel the same way."
My eyes widened. He what..?
I started crying again, this time feeling Kacchan sob into my neck as I silently let the tears drip down my face.
He laid a soft kiss on my neck after we had calmed a bit. Then he looked up at me, both of our eyes puffy and red from crying, tears leaving trails on our cheeks. He leaned forward and placed another soft kiss on my lips. He held his position, so I kissed back.
When we pulled away, it had started to rain. Kacchan stood, then picked me up bridal style and carried me into his house. He laid me down on the couch, both of us soaking wet from the rain. Then, he crawled over me and enveloped me in a hug. His face pressed into my back and he whispered into my shirt.
"You are beautiful, (y/n). You deserve to live. You are everything I had hoped for in someone, and even more. (y/n)... you are perfect."
I calmed down and whispered back, "Kacchan... I-I... love you."
I felt a hint of surprise go through his face, but it wasn't much. He hugged me tighter and said something into my back.
I shifted slightly. "Hmm?"
"U-uh... I, uh, I love you, too."
I smiled and soon fell alseep. It was all needed to hear from him. Kacchan fell asleep, too.
When we woke up, Kacchan was still holding me. We stayed in that position for a while, not saying anything. Then, Kacchan sat up and flipped me over so I was laying on his lap. I looked up at him, a but confused, but also lovingly.
He blushed, "U-uhm... about yesterday..." He pushed some hair out of my face and looked everywhere but my eyes.
"I stand by what I said, Kacchan," I said, breaking the silence. "All of it."
Kacchan blushed harder. "Uh-uhmm, I do to. Especially the part about loving you."
I looked into his eyes, forcing him to look at me. We stared at each other for a minute, then we both looked away, blushing.
