Say All That You Have To Say [Kellin Quinn]

N i n e.

Still Kellin's POV.

i got up from the couch, and walked into gabe's room. he looked at me and then back at his phone.

"dude are you not telling me something?" i said as i sat down next to him on the bed. Gabe looked at me and made a scoff.

"no, you're just not paying attention at all. That girl. REALLY likes you. and not because you're the lead singer of her favorite band. wake up Kell, and step out the light and look around at the moment. She's crazy about you. All she talks about is you, or how much noah loves you. for one girl to look past the other girls throwing themselves at you, and shit. and still wanna be with you, and not ask for everything in a store she see's because she likes it? that says something. i mean shit when you gave her your card, she legitly went and bought ONE thing. and said she wasn't gonna spend all your money. as in, She respects you and your belongings. if that was Katelynne, she would've maxed out your card, and you fucking know it. a  40 dollar dress, and that was it." gabe expressed to me. i looked away and then sat there. thinking. He's right. who am i to judge her.

"she's a fucking 20 year old girl, in college, battled so much IN her past, has a 3 year old, and works 2 jobs. tell me she's something to judge, because if you do, i'm so beating the fuck out of you." Gabe said.

"do you like her or something?" I asked him, my blood was boiling, if he said yes. i was gonna beat the fuck out of him too.

"No, Dude. i don't. but she's my damn best friend. when you're not around, i spend time with her, and i've gotten to know her too. she's so awesome. Do you like her?" gabe asked me.

"no...i love her." I said quietly.

"then fucking tell her. we leave in almost 2 weeks. if she's the one you want to be with. you better do something about it, NOW." Gabe said. 

just then Justin stuck his head into the room.

"hey dudes. we're goin out to the strip. Krissy's in your room. but we'll be back in a little bit" Justin told us.

"alright man, have fun" Gabe said.

"don't pick up nasty bitches" I said back.

Justin shut the door and we continued to talk for a little more. Gabe told me a lot more about how he felt about this situation. and i realize that maybe i do need to let her know.

"so...walk out my room, and go to yours. and tell her how you really feel. anything can happen at any moment of the day." Gabe said. 

"yeah, thanks dude." i said. i got up from the bed and walked out of  his room. and walked into mine. 

"Hey, Krissy?" i said as i walked in, the lights were off. i didn't hear a response.

"Krissy?" i said once again as i turned the lights on. she wasn't in the bed, so i knocked on the bathroom door, i didn't hear anything, i opened the door to see no one there. i walked back out into the living room, nothing. i turned around and walked back into gabe's room.

"that was fast..." he said.

"Dude...she's nowhere to be found..." i said.

"maybe she went home she does have school in the morning" gabe said. 

"yeah. maybe, i guess i'll give her a call before i go to bed." i said as sat back down in bed with gabe.  

i hope she was going home atleast. i know some shit was brought up today. but i just hope she's gonna speak to me so i know she's okay atleast. after a few hours i felt myself getting tired. so i got up from gabe's bed, and walked into my room. as i laid down in my bed. i picked up the phone and dialed Krissy's number, but it went straight to voicemail.