Say All That You Have To Say [Kellin Quinn]

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Kellin's POV

it's been almost 2 weeks since i've last seen Krissy, i've somewhat spoken to her via text, but it's very short.  we leave in a few days to resume tour. and i've found myself to more and more drunk everynight, and going back every night to see Katelynne, she's quick to giving it up. that's for sure..

"dude. wanna head to the beach?" Gabe asked me. i looked up from the couch to look at him and agreed, even though i'm still somewhat annoyed at him. he IS my bandmate, and the rest of the guys wanted to go to the beach, so why should i need to be a sour puss and miss out on the fun i can have before we leave. 

"yeah, i need to get out anyways. i need bro time." i said as i got up and walked to the door. the rest of the guys were in the lobby waiting on us. as we made our way down i saw Mrs. Mona sitting there at her desk, she looked up with a sympathetic look on her face towards me...i know she had heard about what happened between Me and Krissy. i walked past the desk, and we walked toward the back of the hotel after walking into the parking garage, and then walked into the board walk, towards the pier. every step i took i got annoyed, not because of my friends, but because of the fact that everywhere i looked there was a couple. when we got to a pier next to the bars, we finally started to walk on the sand. as we walked along the beach, we started to look around for a non crowded spot. and we found one. but unfortunately as we approached i recognized the body of a female...and a little boy.

"guys, maybe we should go somewhere else..." i said quietly.

"nah dude, this spot is perfect there's literally only a few people over here" Jesse said as he flicked out a cigarette.

"wait...is that?" Sam started to say, then he realized who it was. then gabe hit him in hte stomach, as he clutched onto himself.

"Fuck you, Gabe..." Sam said as he bent over holding his stomach.

i watched as the couple swung the little boy around on the shore of the water, i sat there with my head cocked tot he side. i didn't expect to see these two so sudden...just fuck my LIFE dude.

"AGAIN! AGAIN MOMMA AND DADDY!" the little boy yelled out. as he ran around the shore of the sand, giggling, with the guy chasing behind him and the girl taking pictures.

"dude. what's you're issue? what are you...Hooooly shit. that's Krissy and Spencer!" Justin yelled out loud. luckily they didn't hear him fromt he sounds of waves crashing. the little boy walked off to look at shells when he got almost close enough he looked and saw me.

"KELLIN!" he yelled out, he ran to me and then put his arms up to me.

"Heeey Bud...how's it going?" i said as i kneeled down to his height. he threw his arms around me and smiled

"i miss you, Kellin! how come you're never here anymore?" he said as he pouted his lip out at me. it made me melt a little on the inside.

"your mommy and i aren't on the best of terms right now. and i'm gonna be leaving soon, and i don't think you'll be seeing me again, bud" i said to him. at this point Spencer and Krissy were walking towards us.

"Kellin...mind if i speak to you for a moment...alone?" she said quietly as she let go of Spencer's hand, i looked at her and then back at the guys and spencer, they nodded their heads yes for me to go. i got up and we began to walk in the opposite direction.

"where do you get off telling my son you think he'll never see you again? he's THREE" she said as we continued to walk. she turned her head to see that we were a good while away, the group of friends we'd left were walking in another direction to give us some time together.

"what do you want me to say, Krissy..? oh your mom and dad are in love and i'm just the dumb one who made a mistake and didn't tell her in time how i felt about her?" i said.