Perfection Isn't Real- A Ziall story

Chapter 3: New Beginnings

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Zayn:

        I wake up to the smell of pancakes and suddenly I'm up on my feet following the scent to the kitchen where I find Victoria making chocolate chip pancakes. I go over to her and see her humming along to one of my singles. Then I realize. 

"You realize who I am right?"She shoves me and makes a duh face before going back to the pancakes.

        I hear her cellphone go off and she picks it up. I take over pancakes and continue till I hear crying. I finish the pancakes and go over to her to see her on the floor weeping once again. I ask her what's wrong, but she just walks away. Probably to cool down. 

        I grab Carter and bring him to the table and sit him in his seat Victoria set up. I grab some pancakes and cut them in tiny slices. I carefully feed him and he giggles into fits of joy at the taste. You can't go wrong with pancakes. I hear the door creak and see Vici ( Nickname) come out. I smile a little and she just sighs.

" What's wrong love?" I listen to her and just mentally drop dead.

        The reason she was at the doctors office was to find out if she was pregant. And she is. I hug her and then watch her fall asleep in my arms. I lay her on the couch and continue to feed Carter. I finish and then lay him next to Vici  while I continue with the rest of my day. I decide to go to the store and buy all the baby stuff so I don't have to embaress myself later on.

        I know I will love my kid, but I can't help to think of how people will look at me. I hate hate. I leave a note and get in my car and head to Baby's R Us. I decide to get all white stuff since I don't know the gender yet. I grab a crib. A car seat, a changing table. Everything. I get home to the smell of paint. I walk into an extra guest room.

        I fins Vici and little Carter painting the room white. I cough and they turn around.

"Surprise. We're helping. This will be the nursery. We're painting it white. Since we don't know the gender. Haha. Well Mr. Zayn. What to join in with those art skills of yours?"I nod and for the rest of the day we paint.

         I look around and out of the blue I see Niall no the wall. I quickly cover him with paint and move on. Oh Niall. I miss you my love. '

Niall:

        I am about tog o to sleep when I hear a knock at the door, I get up groaning and find Louis in tears.

"Let me guess. You and Harry had your fist fight?"He nods and I let him in. He takes the couch weeping himself to sleep.

        I look at him and notice a snapback Zayn left behind. I let a few tears slip and then went to watch the security footage. I have been rewatching th efootage of me and Zayn in the kitchen ever since he left. I remember his kiss like it was yesterday.

        I go to sleep after awhile and dream of him with me again. I want to hold him all the time. My dreams are the only place I can. I hear a ding pull me from my sleep and see a text from Simon. The album is done. Hear is the first one off of it. I listen to it. I start to cry. It's our newest single. You and I. 

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[Niall]

"I figured it out 

I figured out from black and white 

Seconds and hours 

Maybe we had to take some time 

[Liam] 

I know how it goes 

I know how it goes from wrong and right 

Silence and sound 

Did they ever hold each other tight, like us? 

Did they ever fight, like us? 

[Harry] 

You and I 

We don't want to be like them 

We can make it 'till the end 

Nothing can come between 

You and I 

Not even the Gods above 

Can separate the two of us 

No, nothing can come between 

You and I 

Oh, you and I 

[Zayn] 

I figured it out 

Saw the mistakes of up and down 

Meet in the middle 

There's always room for common ground 

[Louis] 

I see what it's like 

I see what it's like for day and night 

Never together 

'Cause they see things in a different light, like us 

But they never tried, like us 

[Harry] 

You and I 

We don't want to be like them 

We can make it 'till the end 

Nothing can come between 

You and I 

Not even the Gods above 

Can separate the two of us 

[Zayn] 

'Cause you and I 

[All] 

We don't want to be like them, 

We can make it 'till the end 

Nothing can come between 

You and I 

Not even the God's above 

Can separate the two of us 

No, nothing can come between 

You and I 

Oh, You and I 

You and I 

We can make it if we try 

You and I 

Oh You and I" 

        That night I didn't cry myself to sleep. I had Zayn's voice on repeat all night. I hope he comes back to me soon. I miss his eyes. His face. His lips. I feel like I am half a heart without him. How am I supposed to be strong without him. Every time I made a mistake he said thats what makes you beautiful. I want to grow old with him so it can be the story of my life. He told me once it's gotta be you. I want him to rock me. You and I. That's what  we are. I am his you and he is my I.

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