In Another Life || demonprince!dean/angelslave!castiel with Sabriel included

Chapter XIV

This chapter is dedicated to @waywarddaughterstau and @cris_ackerman_novak because it was their birthdays this week and they love my stories (yay)! Hope you had an awesome day!! :* xxx

Dean (POV)

“Well? How do I look?” Anna asked me, coming into my bedroom with a corset and some silk pants on.

“Wow.” I say, in awe giving her the once over. “You look…”

“Amazing! I know!” She giggles and I laugh humourlessly. She frowns at me and walks over to me slowly before sitting on the bed next to me. “Are you okay? You’ve seemed a bit off all day.”

“I’m fine.” I say a bit too quickly and she raises an eyebrow. I sigh and rub my eyes before looking at her. “Honestly I am but it just all happened so quickly you know and I suppose I’m still in a state of shock.”

“Aw Dean, I’m sure you’ll get used to the idea soon. But for now…” She trails a finger up my arm slowly and I shiver under her touch but subtly so she doesn’t notice. She leans in and nips my ear with her teeth before slowly trailing kisses down my jaw and neck. I lick my lips and look at her, my eyes turning black before I stand up and turn to lean over her, separating her legs and standing in between them while I smashed my lips on hers.

***Don’t worry, I’m not good at writing straight smut so no sex lmfao***

I roll out of bed after we are done and she moans at the loss of my body next to hers. I lean down and kiss her nose gently before telling her I will be back soon. I pull on a night robe and walk out of my bedroom and through another set of doors into my study where I stand at the window and look out into the night. I can see my reflection through the glass and I notice that my eyes are still black as night. The man staring back at me doesn’t look like me and I back away slowly, not liking what I see. I changed my eyesight back to normal and come away from the window and sit down at my desk slowly. I look at it and see a small sheet of parchment crumpled up in a ball at the very back of my desk so I reach out and grab it, smoothing it out on the edge of my desk. When I look at it I realise that it is the letter that I wrote for Cas so many months ago but I had crossed out his name.

Dear Cas,

This is embarrassing but I just wanted to write to you and let you know how much I have fallen in love with you in these past few months. I never would have thought that I would have fallen in love with someone like you but the fact is that I have and I don’t think I will ever be the same again. You have tipped my whole world upside down by just being in my life and I believe that everything about you, your smile, your hair, your body, your laugh and every aspect of your eccentric personality is perfect. It makes you different to anyone else I have ever met.

To be perfectly honest, I don’t even know why I’m writing this because it’s not as if I’m ever going to actually give it to you but it makes me feel better to write it down. I love you and there is nothing anybody can do or say which will make me feel any differently about that. I don’t care who or what you are, I don’t care if we come from two completely different backgrounds – the only thing I care about is the fact that I want to be with you my sweet angel, I want to be with you until the end of the earth.

Forever yours,

Dean Winchester

I sigh as I fold up the letter again and slip it back under all my legal documents, not being able to bring myself to throw it in the fire. I knew that I would never be able to give that letter to Castiel and especially not now seen as I am married but it made me feel better, it made me have that one shred of hope that Castiel and I could be together one day…