In Another Life || demonprince!dean/angelslave!castiel with Sabriel included

Chapter XXII

Cas (POV) there is gonna be hella smut in this chap lol

I had bathed and i had shaved and right now i was pacing my study, almost pulling my hair out in frustration of waiting for my stupid brother to return with my stupid not-so-much lover. I heard footsteps slowly tap tap tap up the stairs and my breathing hitched as i tried to be somewhat cool about the whole situation, leaning against the doorframe and looking at my study door that was so closed to opening. I bit my lip seductively but i decided against that as i probably looked like a tool. The door was opening slolwy and i honestly didn't know what to do with myself. Oh my God, i was so nervous.

"Your Majesty, we have some more information on- what are you doing?" I had resulted into leaning on the doorframe with my coat handing off my shoulder. ABORT ABORT MISSION! I straightened up and coughed awkwardly, avoiding the angel's gaze.

"Nothing. What did you want?" I snap at him, making him flinch backwards slighty.

"Erm, i was just saying that we have some more information on what killed Leliel. We think that someone might have set a troll on her and then took the body away afterwards." He told me and i frowned.

"But why would they take the body? And who would do that?"

"We don't actually think that they set the troll on her to kill her, we believe that they wanted to kill the baby." I clicked my tongue on the roof of my mouth annoyingly and started pacing the room.

"But they couldn't kill her.. so they waited until Leliel was dead to take the baby and..." I choked on my words slightly and looked down at my hands, tears springing to my eyes.

"Maybe so Sire, but she could still be alive." He tells me hopefully as i breathe deeply and shake my head.

"Sometimes i feel like i can sense her, like she is talking to me or trying to find me. I sense when she is upset and even when she is joyful. I believe that she is still alive but... how do we find her?" I speaking more to myself now, mumbling out who would want the baby. Who would want my daughter? My enemies, obviously. Crowley? I don't think so, he was too clever for that. He would know that he would be the first person i would go after... but i wouldn't put it past him.

"I want you to go to King Crowley's Castle, unnannounced but also repectively. I will sign a document to say that we would like to search the castle grounds and rooms for any sign of a two year old child. Any child of this age will be checked for angel bloodline and if it matched with mine-" I cut my hand and pour some blood into a flask for him to take. "-I want you to bring the child back home." The angel nods and bows slowly before walking out of the room and leaving me alone once again to my thoughts. I sit down on the mattress i've lain out for myself in my study and put my head in my hands. I didn't hear the door opening or the person coming into my study. I felt someone kneel down in front of me and put a hand on my shoulder and quickly looked up to find him knelt there, looking at me with a sad smile.

"Hello you." He says softly and my lip trembles as i collapse into his arms, pulling him in close to me as i start sobbing into his chest. "Shhh, Cas. It's okay." He whispers gently as i cling to his shirt. I don't know why i was breaking down now, i suppose it was because i hadn't seen him in so long and with everything that had happened i just couldn't keep it in any longer. I had been sad, i had been angry and now i just felt empty.

"Dean, i don't know what to do!" I cry as he rubs my back and sits down next to me, pulling my head down to rest on his lap like a child as he plays with my hair and keeps rubbing my back. After a few minutes i had finally calmed down so i sat up and rubbed the tears away from my eyes, staring into space. Dean didn't speak, he didn't need to and he knew that. I supposed he knew about Leliel's death and my daughters disappearance so i didn't need to talk to him about it... he already knew.