Not So Perfect (spoby)

Chapter 3

•Spencer's POV•

After I finished balling for about an hour on my bathroom floor, I heard a knock on my bathroom door. Shit, forgot about Toby.

"Spence are you ok? Why are you crying?" He continued to knock, "Please open the door Spencer." I waited, but he had to know, but I can't ruin his life. I have to leave.

I opened the door and Toby gave me a hug. But then let go to look on the bathroom counter top. He stared in disbelieve to find two positive pregnancy tests.

"I'm sorry." I whispered. As soon after I said that, I started running as fast as I could. Out the door, but right after I did he was chasing after me.

"Spencer wait!!!" He shouted, but I kept running. I ended up in the backyard of the house, when I tripped over a rock. I was so tired of running, I couldn't do it anymore. I just sat there balling my eyes out until a figure showed up next to me on the ground pulling me into its arms. Of coarse it was Toby.

After I calmed down I looked up into his eyes with mascara running down my checks. I whispered,

"I'm so sorry Toby." I looked at the ground when he finally gave me an answer.

"For what Spence? It's not your fault. Why would you run away like that though." He asked. I started to tear up again but I tried to hold it back,

"IT IS MY FAULT! I'm the pregnant one and your only 19, you don't deserve to be in this position, I thought it would be easier so you wouldn't have to be part of it. I really don't want to ruin your life," He looked at me after I said that.

"I could never hate you Spence. I would never be able to live with the idea that my girlfriend was pregnant with our baby and I let her go on her own. Your the one who doesn't deserve to be in this position, I'm so sorry spence." He said sadly. I couldn't think of anything else to say so I just sat there.

"You guys are the best thing that's ever happened to me." He said to himself.

My frown turned into a smile, "Really? Y-you want to keep it?" He looked at me with a slight smile on his face.

"Yes Spencer, I do." He came in closer and we had a make out session. He pulled away after a couple minutes.

"Come on, let's get you up." He finally said. He got me up.

"What are we going to do. We're only teenagers and we have a baby on the way, a-and I don't make any money, and you don't make very much a-and..." But before I got to finish Toby put is finger on my lips. So I stopped and took a deep breath from all my rambling.

"We will be ok Spencer." Toby said.

"How do you know?" I asked shaking. "

Because your Spencer Hastings, and you can get through anything." And with that. Toby carried me back to the guest house.

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It was 4am when I felt a wave of morning sickness. wonderful. I rushed to the bathroom just in time before I blew up in the toilet. I felt two hands. One around me holding my hair up, and one rubbing little circles on my back. After I was done I leaned back against the wall. I was in pain; it hurts being pregnant.

"Sorry I woke you." I told Toby.

"Shh....relax, I'm fine, your ok," He replied. He was so sincere, he helped me get off the floor and back into bed. The time was now 5:00am, which would be the time Toby gets up for work. "

Do you mind if I skip today? I don't feel well at all," I asked.

"Ya, what do you think ur mom would say?" He asked.